X.x i?olat?d miie x.X

感覺

2011-12-31T08:07:00.001-08:00

新年快樂！

感覺真的好不一樣。好像太習慣過節都有你了。突然之間什麽節日都不過了好奇怪。希望你是開心的！新年快樂！希望你夢想成真！g雖然很想和你過節但我也知道不可能，只希望這一年大家都開心平安的過。

I miss you so much. Getting busier this year, both you and I are stepping out for a better future. Something you said I'm not sure if I should believe but still. I am here alone with nothing to lose. Time will show a lot, I have my dreams to pursue so do you. Hopefully we'll see each other soon. Either same company or not some things will not change. Feeling upset this Dec as it just feel so different. Dec used to be such a happening month for me. 2011 Dec is just so different. I need time to adapt. Feeling down when everyone is happily celebrating.

It doesn't feels good. Hopes my health gets better. I hate it to feel breathless all the time. Inhaler is just irritating! Feeling upset and breathless at this very moment typing. Can I take a break? So much that I hope we can do tgt. Its a new year and soon its going to remind me of wat happen last year. And I really hate it.

I can't breathe just to think of that. Everything. Disappointment and all. Its just fuck up. Even friends who are close can no longer be trusted. Really I hate 2011. Let 2012 be a better year please.

對不起

2011-12-13T08:32:00.001-08:00

對不起打擾你了。好好去玩吧。只是想要找你談心罷了。對不起。我真的好累，突然沒了勇氣。我沒那麽堅強。哭過累了就算了。

失望

2011-12-13T05:59:00.001-08:00

討厭失望的感覺。不想再期待，太累了。失望過多也是種病。心情是真的糟透了。也沒什麽好說的了，就這樣吧。隨你開心就好。等待永遠都是個未知數。

很愛過

2011-12-12T11:21:00.001-08:00

My favorite Chinese song of the month. 很愛過-丁噹

很愛過，很痛過，我們為了彼此而活過。你愛我，擁抱著我卻讓我看不見星空。我們都沒有錯，沒有誰比較寂寞。我的世界早已經不是以前。

每當想起你的時候快樂都比較多，也許快樂是時間的幽默。

這就是我的感覺，雖然已經沒有可能回去，但還是很謝謝你曾經那麽的愛我。或許不會再有人像你那樣愛我，但我相信有一個人還是會不顧他所有的來愛我，讓我幸福。想要賴在他懷裏被保護，不受傷害，一直讓我靠著，難過時哄我開心，安慰我，那個人一定存在。多麽希望會是你。但時間證明了不是，我們總是因為時間而起沖突，因為時間而分開。

希望時間能夠對我們好一些，我們都努力過，努力的讓彼此幸福。所以我們都會幸福的！只是個自的另一半並不是彼此。

聖誕節快到了。還記得和你過的第一個節日就是聖誕節。你送的小熊，聽你說了你在家想盡辦法把它包起來的故事讓我笑了。很感動。記得我們的那麽多。三年的聖誕節都是一起過的，但今年的聖誕就要自己過了。就像今年的生日。沒有你。感覺這些節日都沒有意義。沒人分享，幸福就只剩一半。

so meaningful. =)

2011-11-02T11:20:00.000-07:00

想念

2011-10-30T11:11:00.000-07:00

我好想你。想念抱着你的感觉，想念和你一起出门拍照，想念我们吵架过后你哄我，让我不再哭，不再生气。也想念当我生病你照顾我的时候，还有当家里出事我心烦你都会在旁边安慰我，哄我开心，让我放下心来。

那么多的想念，我只能藏起来。现在对你而言我是谁，我自己都不清楚。明知道你已经有她了，当你约我出来我还是很开心。因为你还会想起我。虽然常听你说你们吵架，但，看得出你很爱她。偶尔会想要叫你就此打住，因为她并不适合你。但，那时你说你和她或许会结束了。那种眼神，让我好心痛。看得出，你心很痛，很舍不得。

即使我再想要把你挽回来，我更想看你开心的过每一天。现在，我会在旁边默默的守着，直到那个真正值得我付出的人出现。因为现在除了你，我容不下另一个人。

我最亲爱的，我真的好想你。对不起。

Welcome back to blogging

2011-10-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

好久没回来了。

一年过了，很多事变了，人也变了。我也改变了不少。

和他分开一年了。还是朋友，还是会想念他。想念过去，但一切已经回不去了。他有自己想追求的东西，有个他很爱的女朋友，也过得很好。很多时候会觉得为什么他当时那么残忍。可是回想起来，是我先对不起他的吧。所以我没有资格埋怨，他害怕等待没有结果，我还能说什么呢？或许他对我来说有多重要他并不了解。

如果时间倒流，我还是会选择分开。但，不是像过去那样。而是，那时刚分开让我们彼此都了解了之前我们缺少了什么。

时间真的是个很恐怖的东西。当人等的累了，有太多会改变。我也累了。身边朋友问为什么不找男朋友，我就说哪有那么容易啊？直到现在没有人可以取代他，因为只有他能够让我有安全感。所谓喜欢我的男生，并不能给我我想要得。

被骗过一次就更加难相信他们。口中说着有多么的喜欢你，但在背后却拥着另一个女生，这样还叫做真心的喜欢吗？

我现在的名言就是“我要的，你不能给。所以不要问。” 我也想敞开心房，试了很久。却结果都一样。所以我依然只能等待。很高兴他还会关心我，但也心痛着。有时候，心里还是会想，为什么他不能等到一起出国后才作决定？是他说想要重新来过，一起出国，创造好的开始和回忆。但他却在出国一个星期前有了女友。

听到消息时，眼泪快留下来了。为什么没有早点告诉我。至少不要让我觉得我们还有机会啊！把我们的照片烧掉以后，哭了一整晚。因为心太痛了。到现在还是很痛！！

真的好想你。希望你幸福。

moments

2010-11-15T07:16:00.000-08:00

somethings jus feels weird. we both know the answers and things should start to be different. so much things that u've realized tt u didnt had or done, so much that we didnt have. so much tt if u have realized earlier and things would nt be in this way anymore.

sorry.

hellos world.

2010-09-14T11:56:00.000-07:00

Hellos. im like finaally back to blogging. =)

aft 4 months? lots have happened and i've grown to know more and yes.. my weight is growing toooo.. been eating tooooo much. =)

currently working in nyny kitchen, going full-time and im glad to be there. more and more of my friends are going to army and serve the nation. well, i hope the best for them. WQ and PC is going in sooon. BUT we're going to have a meet up session b4 they go. haha. AWESOME.

recent events are all spent with my dearest darling XINLIN. haha. darling's 21st birthday, most of the grp 2 peeps showed up. haha. and it was a nice time catching up with them. i got dead drunk, but was glad that my bf was with me. haha. had another round of gathering with darling and yingyong last week.. although it was a bigg gathering at first, but turns out to be xlin,yingyong, bf and me. haha. MINI gathering. but it was fun. =) we had lots of laughter and fun. darling and i bought new shoes. =)

Had my off day ytd and it was nice. brought grandma to chinatown to shop and walk ard, we had lunch at The mouth restaurant. Initially wanted to meet darling xlin for lunch, but she was rushing on her projects, so changed of plan. haha. walked ard chinatown till 3 plus and then got home at 430pm. slacked abit and went over to bf's house and slack. watched Resident evil 4 with bf at lot1 and went back home.. haha.

im happy to have what i have now. i hope for the better and im sorry for some of my childish acts.

i need to meet up with my darlings... JOANNE!!! miss my joanne so much. haha.

PS: blogger is nt allowing me to add any pictures. =(

pictures.work. LIFE.

2010-04-24T11:12:00.000-07:00

well, back to here, my blog. and i jus realized something, i've been using this blog address for 4 years already. HAHA. which means, i'm DAMN OLD NOW!! had older blogs but deleted them? feels like just yesterday when i got to my oldest post and start reading. =D

most of my posts contain Joanne Ang, Priscilla Tan, Liew Kian Kok, Ooi Wen Xian, Xlin, Wq. lols. and of cos for more recent, the NYNY lovelies. =D i'm so glad that i have these awesome buddies and sisters to listen and take all my craps. haha. AND OMG, I FREAKING NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT! those photos that are posted in the past looook so diff from me now!

EXERCISE!

met up with qing xiong yesteday, lols. he came over to my company to take a look. =D first impression from him was, HE LIKES IT. YAY. haha. and he made comments that we're all very cheerful people! yeps, we might be working tgt again. haha. feels like school.

Pictures!
pris with her drink~

Free mickey mouse spotted by kian kok! xD

my $1 winnie. =D

AWESOME SISTER of ALL TIMES. =)

i really appreciate what i have now, friends family and of cos, my lovely bf!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

APRIL's ENDING

2010-04-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

hellos.. it's been months since i updated. lols.

no longer working at animagine. SCHOOL'S FINALLY OVER. lols. YAYS. happy. met up with kian kok and pris ytd, WENXIAN didnt turn up again... haven seen him for soooooooo long. had pasta mania for dinner yesterday and catch up with them. lols. lots of stories by them, and we

re gonna met up soon again. ARCADE SESSION. =D

i've another winnie now. =D

YAYS.

Photo updates~

2010-01-26T07:09:00.000-08:00

had lots of stuffs going these days, attachment is still the same. and i miss my buddies in sch. =)

Yanru's bdae celebration, we went to eat at NYNY and we went to a pub to drink aft tt.. mm.. there was some happenings which were uphappy but, now.. things are fine le.. =)

nyny lot1 force. (taken during xmas) =x

kokila's bdae breakfast!

kokila mama with her 3 best children in nyny. =)

yanru's bdae~
everyone in nyny ELITE force. muhaha. =D

LOLS.. power ranger!

lols. stenli, kennedy, me, yr and JX.

lols. the 3 pretty girls!! xD

hehe.. look at OUR SPECS!! all the black frames buddies. BESTIES. =)

buddies..=)

hahaha.. JJ so " Xing Fu".

the ELITES J4. haha.

i really love them. =) brothers and sisters.

haha.. tt all for this update. less words and more images. =)

1st post of 2010

2010-01-12T11:00:00.000-08:00

well.. my first post for this year, lols. currently still in attachment.

mood: very mixed feelings.

waiting for my file to convert finish, feeling damn weird but i dun wanna go home. lols. browsed facebook and feeling kinda bored now... wish my file could convert faster!!

MY next destination~

lalala... attachment

2009-12-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

Well well... have been doing attachment these days... super busy... haha.. and i finally got time to update my boring blog cos i'm SICK.. lols... down with gastric flu... and MC for 2 days...

mm.. tml is my FYP final presentation... damn.. i think FYP is a killer now... i dun wanna stay back half sem jus becos of tt... sucks to have another FY... Daddy and Mummy are coming back today!! yeah... haha...

there's so much happenings.. but i forgotten like 1/2 of them? hahas... i think i only remember tt there was bdae celebration or JH and JJ on thee 15th nov. haha.. and i received flower from Hazel.. haha.. nt only me, all female trainers... haha.. so sweet.. =)

attachment is fun so far, many things to learn.. new programms and well techniques of animation.. so COOL~! =D

some pictures...

NYNY drinking session. F4s.. =D i love them!!!

the 2 birthday boys.

NYNY force 1
NYNY force2.. =)

went to ION to find our beloved julius~ haha.. BIG BOSS!

julius working place..

group photo with julius.. =) im so looking forward to XMAS party. =)

dinner at ION's foodcourt... all the food damn expensive...

lols. kennedy's $13.50 chai fan... xD

tired after a long day out~

me and kokila mama. =)
danny's last day~

flowers bought by hazel... =)

baby with my yellow daisy~

Dear, i know its hard for u now... but i hope u'll pull urself up and look at the bright side.. i love u. i'll always be by your side. JIAYOUS!! =)

life is full of unexpected stuffs.

2009-11-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

hais... feeling damn upset now..

cant fall asleep... hais.. why of all outlets mus close lot1... damn stupid.. there's sooooo0o many outlets tt are making less money then ours.. why?!!!!

have been there for 1 yr and going 5 months..? lols. i have feelings for tt place already.. and now out of a sudden... they tell me its closing.. soooo.. tell me.. WTF is going to happen to us?!
this is like a 1 week notice?? hais.. some say we'll be transferred to other outlets and some say thats the end of us.. wow.. this is fucking crazy... feel so emo and demoralised..

hais..so upset.. colleagues over there are like my 2nd family... everyone is happy working tgt.. everyone knows each other so well.. esp the J4s and YR.. omg.... damn it...
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hais.. yes i kn0w u're nt in the mood today.. well.. neither am i... feeling kinda upset n0w.. im sorry to hear abt what happened.. but even when i told u abt the outlet issue for me, u dun seem to see whats the problem... yes u can be pissed off with me.. but still i hope u were there to comfort me at least..

however.. cos of ur bad day or whateva.. u didnt notice.. what i felt tt u notice was i didnt text u tt im home, u gt worried, u called and aft knowing im in nyny.. u're unhappy..

hais. i miss u. ='(

worst working day of my days in NYNY

2009-10-24T12:00:00.000-07:00

OMG.. i have nvr been soo fucking angry with someone b4 lars.. seriously.. ask around my working friends, since when have i scolded hokkien vulgarities b4 in NYNY... esp on a GIRL... lols.. even JX also stun. lols

to that freakking bitch, i think no one can take her fucking attitude. even the kitchen staffs feel that she has a freaaking attitude problem.... argh.. come on lar.. who the fuck cares if u're from the previous "pioneer" batch... KNN.. a "pioneer" batch who have only worked for a month in NYNY LOT1 and U seriously think u are that good?

first poster of the day for her!

HAH!

u're not as great as u think, i dun give a damn if u have back up from jimmy or whoever.... even Norman who has the back up of the GM, the staffs also dun give a freakking damn abt him.. WHY?? cos HE FUCKING HAVE NO PERFORMANCE! being late all the time, giving attitude, MIA.. LOLS..

AND, who does she think she is... she's JUST A STAFF, BEING SACKED PREVIOUSLY BY THE MANAGER... the reason for being sacked? ATTITUDE PROBLEM!

Being so rude towards the supervisor... OMG. i have really nvr seen this kind of staff b4 la... supervisor tell u off becos u did sth wrong and yet.. u dun apologise... and be so rude..

scenario 1
abbey: hey, dun go around bang things so loudly, if anythings spoil u will have to pay.
bitch: WHAT? YOU jus now also go around banging things!
abbey: tell me when?
Bitch: ... (speechless)

bitch walks towards Kokey.

bitch: I DUNNO WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER SIA!

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what kind of attitude is this? this kind of fucking arrogant bitch has to be taught a lesson lar... i didnt know abt all this till almost end of my work day... and seriously.. who is she to keep staring at others?? today was the first day i work with her.. and yet.. what a FUCKING BAD IMPRESSION...

i feel sooooo angry.. i was the greeter today, and she try to order me ard telling me which tables to put my customers... FOR GOD SAKE! i bet i have more EXPERIENCE in greeter than she has lar.... almost 1/2 yr in NYNY i've been doing the greeter... i've handle crowds even bigger than all this. i dun need ur stupidity to teach me.. at least i dun stand at the greeter, do nothing and order ppl around.. even though i'm the greeter, i take orders, and clear tables as well...

in jus one day she practically pissed everyone off.... she practically spilled water on the floor of our miscellenous area... i walk by, saw it, and told her.. " u better mop the floor."

is there anything wrong abt what i say??? why does she have to stare at me and shout at me " WHAT, U CALLING ME TO MOP THE FLOOR?! " and i answered " YES, YOU." i mean.. she's the one who spilled the water, of cos she'll be the one mopping the floor.. tt area is so near the cashier, customers might slip and fall, and what if it was a pregnant lady who fell? it might jus lead to a miscarriage.. and if things like tt happens WHO is going to be RESPONSIBLE?

and aft this issue, she went around blackmouthing me.. LOLS.. GO AHEAD... anyone who knows me well enough will definitely stand on my side... why? COS IM NOT WRONG.
LOLs... seriously lars.. what's the point of going ard telling everyone that i ASKED her to mop the floor..? and the way she talk makes me feel like SLAPPING HER.

"WTF, SHE THINK SHE WORK LONGER HERE THAN ME AH?! ASK ME TO MOP THE FLOOR.." LOLS..please lar.. if she really wanna say this kind of things, say it in front of me lars.. say that to me and i'll give u a very very confident answer of " YES, i DO THINK I AM.. and i DO THINK that I AM BETTER THAN YOU. "

SECOND POSTER OF THE DAY FOR HER:

20th oct

2009-10-19T09:33:00.001-07:00

OKIES.. it has been 19 days since i updated!! hahaha...

nth to update stilll.. life is still abt NYP and NYNY... lols.. BORING!!

okays.. recently met up with XL darling... haha.. went to meet her at sembawang, ate and waited for wanying to come... lols.. chit chat, and then went to CWP.. walk walk.. and saw, HONG and LIHOON.. lols. so sweet eh them.. hahas.. going to get married le!! yay...

then me and darling saw this ring, very pretty!! and so we bought it... 3 yrs of friendship! =D.. we had the same rose bracelet as the symbol of 2yrs of friendship! hahas.. and now the ring... hees... then i bought a new pair of shoes as well.. haha.. it was very cheap, therefore i bought it... thought tt it would be of good use.. work and sch both can wear.. hahahs.. dun have to wear slippers and fall down again. hahas.

mm.. then i was scheduled to work on fri- sun... but skipped work on sunday, as i was rally freeakin breaking down le.. my body cant take it... ended up my whole sunday was jus sleeping and lying down... other than my meal times, im resting... felt more comfortable in today after the full day's rest...

but really sorry to JIANHUI... PS him for the opening and shift.. hais. seems that he had a bad working day!! SORRY JH!!!

RANDOMS:

took all these on the train.. hahas.. on my way home. =D

the view jus beside my sch..

the reservoir at khatib~

sunsetting le...

at kranji..

Kranji factories side.

YAYS, change my blog skin... nice, sweet and simple.

NEXT MONTH GONNA BE SO BROKE!!! X(

but im glad... for some reasons.. =)

misses.. 6 months together..

last weekend..

2009-10-01T09:44:00.000-07:00

OKIES~~ back to updating my blog.. busy busy life... with happenings.. YAYS!

last saturday was a happening one!! haha.. had so much fun... really FELT SO RELAX!
woke up early in the morning cos my daddy woke me up.. woke up feeling damn unwell.. still giddy from the previous night's flu... and stayed home, relax, watch tv... till late afternoon, my mom, 2 younger sisters and I went to JB for shopping. lols..

at JB.. i figured that there's so many things that i dont understand.. lols.. becos everything was practically in malay.. the few that i could read was the names of the hotels, banks and the bridal shops.. lols.. even Advertisment were mainly malay... lols..

didnt do much there cos i felt tt there was nothing for me to buy.... lols.. but took some photos on the way back..

the nice peaceful view..
more attempts.
lalaa.. i like these.. peaceful..

i wanna quickly save up and GO HOLIDAY!! even if my holidays are not at Japan, UK or wherever expensive, and jus at some small island.. i'll still be glad.. hahaha. dreamminggg..

and my day continues with Dinner with grandma, then dinner with younger sis.. lols.. aft dinner came back home, slacked and went off to find my darlings at 10pm.. hahaha.. watch movie with darlings, had supper and reached home ard 3pm.. haha.. tired!

the movie we watch~ haha.. hilarious! =D

first photo of the night! haha.. cos the 3 of us went to get the tickets first!

J4.. hahaha Jx, me, JH and JJ

YR attempting to rush into the pic aft discovering us taking photos w/o her.. =X

the group photo.. 2 new girls.. and the J4~
the other clearer version.
and more..

J4s in the lift.. haha..

sunday, acc my dear for the day~ haha.. cos we didnt managed to meet up for some time...

then, i got A NEW HAIR CUT~! haha.. i forgot when.. i think on mon~

NEW hair cut... no more slob sided hair~

tuesday, had dinner with Hazel, Thomas, PC, WQ, and Nigel.. lols. steamboat!!! hahaha.. not very nice and filling... haha.. but then had a great time.. did lots of catching up with the seniors! =D .. MORE GATHERINGS!!

mm.. YTD went to watch movie with KELVIN... lols. AS USUAL.. the late KING! famous for being LATE and BENG. lols.. omg.. he grew FAT lar.. lols.. and the first sentence i told him was.. " WA.. soo long never see, u grow fat so much!! " lols. really SHOCKed!

lols.. this movie cannot make it lar.... LOUSY!

and finally today!!

felt damn unwell in the morning.. and didnt go fo FYP in the morning session.. went for the afternoon part.. and pitch part of my dialouge's to YT... hahah.. and SURPRISINGLY!!! he said they could work~ YAYS.. aft tt.. the whole grp went to the audio room and did some recordings~ haha. some pics.

FYP team mates.. WQ, YiHua, MayEn, Daniel, Joleen.

Zhong lin in ACTION.. LOLS.

Wq helping Yihua...

Yihua in ACTION.. with all our reflection...

while yihua was recording.....

hahahaha.. everyone laughing..

mr cool guy, and Mr Sze Yang.

Mr cool guy, Alvin. lols. trying to stop me from taking a photo of him.

lols.. tody was a great day... met dear for dinner.. sort things out.. haha.. and now..

happily chatting online.. and sleeping soon..

9-6pm~~~~!!

yeah.. updates.

2009-09-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

welll.. to start off.. LIFE SUCKS recently.. =( damn sians. hais.

mm.. FYP SUCKS totally.. people are not producing good stuff... not tt i produce good stuffs.. but i seriously think at least i LEARN and try in these few weeks.... today was a really bad emo day... lecturers were commenting that we should be start production already.. and OUR GROUP IS SO SCATTERED!!! everyone in their own world... doing their stuffs.. only a few communicate... hais.

nearly break down duriing the comment session by the teachers.. hais. felt damn useless.. and lost my cool toward daniel.. lols. well.. everyone was pissed with him lars. hais. I JUS SIMPLY HATE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE GREAT!!! complaining "no money" and yet not working and going out always.. WTF.. No money work lar! hais. dun understand what daniel is thinking... so IRRITATING.

so many ups and downs.. this should be a great weekend.. but FUCK IT... this weekend is turning emo and sad... ZzZ

some photos from the sentosa trip~
trying to pull YR into the water.. lols. cos she cheated JX and ME. lols

YAYS. happily dragging YR.. =X

splashes.

DINNER. Giant YANKEE BURGER. =D

Meat Platter with PORK RIBS! yums.
NYNY Khakis with AGM, Jimmy.

well.. kinda stressed out.. feel like crap now... hais. everyone is leaving... damn it... feels like tis time for me to leave too.. i miss those days... the whole big and happy NYNY FAMILY.

those were the days... happy and fun... will there still be events like this?

NYNY family photo. =)

where are u when i needed u?

lala

2009-09-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

ok.. jus a short update.. blogger sucks.. photos cant be updated...

recent events:

- Dear's bdae celebration
- Xl darling's bdae celebration
- Sister's 21st birthday celebration
- SENTOSA TRIP with my NYNY KHAKIS~ =D

soooooo looking forward to the sentosa trip... feeling too stressed up lately... moody as a cow.... MOOOOOO...

i wanna get TAN!!! nice dark TAN.

i feel so bad now. almost argue with dear yesterday, and today wasn't any better... =( fucking moody.. GRRRRRRR.. damn it. feel so irritated with stuffs.. FEEL SO BAD LAR!!!!

feels like my hearing is failing me soon... left ear felt so painful jus now.. eyes are tired looking at the computer every 9-6pm for fyp...damn...

you said u dont like being called the wind.. but u behave like one.. most of the time. =(

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2009-08-22T07:07:00.000-07:00

is there a problem with blogger's?? the creating of post pg is like so weird.. totally so diff..

mm. anyways.. guys... im now in my FYP... very busy. sians. nt going to blog much.. cos there's nth for me to blog about nowadays...

FYP is 9am- 6pm AT LEAST.... from mon to fri.. and MAYBE the WEEKENDS.. are additional OT for FYP plus NYNY Work.. SO...

I'M FUCKING BUSY!!!!

gt no time to work at NY but i bloody have to cos if i dun work i gt fucking no money... so... DAMN IT!! it's my life. so.. live on with it.

bye.

some updates! =) =( =D

2009-07-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

lols. whateva.. im having too much emotions lately.. lols. upset, angry, happy... blah blah blah..

seriously WHATEVER! lols

been really busy lately... =( with sch, with work.. and STILL!! i hvn meet my DARLINGS yet.. omg. let me see.. i think i hvn seen my JOANNE for like 2 MONTHS already?? from b4 my bdae till now... SO FREAKKING LONG LE.. =( lets meet up REALLY REALLY SOON OK!! at least 1 day from JULY??? lols.. and not forgetting my darling Xlin.. when are we going to meet up?? lols.. i guess its been A MONTH since i saw my darling.. =(

while school is as busy as ever, work is no better.. busy busy bee.. hais.. BUT!! jus this 2 days, i've started to go into the kitchen and learn from the chefs!! hahas. yeah! now i gt the special permission to learn cookin in the kitchen whenever im working split shifts.. cool!!! however, it's tiring... haha.

OH.. and today's STAFF MEAL GT CRAB!!! my fave.. SLURPS! =P

PLUS!!! im trying to take more photographs.. lols. photos as in the more professional types and not jus the typical snapshots of myself.. hahas. trying to take food.. and wanting to try FASHION SHOOT. but.. i got no models ehs.. and no nice clothes to take!!! hahas.. fashion shoot will be in my WIP list.. hehes.. till i find models who are free! so sorry, im TOO BUDGET!

hehes.. some photos take i've taken recently:

food and scenery, plus some random stuffs. =)

dim Sum.. at novena..

the not very nice to eat Xiao Long Bao.
the almond dessert..

erms..Dim Sum at BP coffee shop... pork ribs.

my FAVE HAR GAO! =D

Siew Mai.. slurps! coffee shop standard better than the one at novena restaurant.. xD

Deep Fry Prawn Dumpling.

flower~
the beautiful sky at CCK~ =D

lalala..

i jus simply love this.

Randoms..

my colour pencils.. since secondary.. old BUDDY~

old buddy again.. =)

hehes.. thats all for now i guess.. oh~ ya
in case anyone miss me.. haha.. MY PIG FACE!! *pouts*

loves~ dear's bdae is COMING!! =D

haha.. gotta save up for pressies.. =P

bye~

=(

2009-07-13T01:42:00.001-07:00

=( upset.

hates

2009-07-06T20:15:00.000-07:00

I JUS SIMPLY HATE IT!!
HATE IT WHEN THERE'S NO TRUST!!!

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG?!

* VULGARITIES!

i jus wished u would understand.. but u will never be.

argh.

2009-07-06T08:54:00.001-07:00

I'M TIRED!!!
I'M TIRED!!!
I'M TIRED!!!
I'M TIRED!!!!!!!!!!

ROARS~!

hates.

差生

2009-06-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

看着黑板上

不解的想法

嘲笑我怎么就这样

oh 傻傻的模样

我知道要争光

却总是受伤

黑眼圈总离不开眼眶

别问为什么紧张

差生的夜伴奏哭红的眼

放走心愿只受月光的怜

害怕作业反正我像看不见

等钟到了七点就是明天

差生像是走在陌生的街

却也希望能够把梦实现

害怕眼光反正我不想看见

谁说我就只有昨天

差生-李宇春
nice lyrics.. =)

llala hols.

2009-06-21T04:26:00.000-07:00

HELLOS~ im back.. hahas.

finally i found some time to update my blog. it's father's day today, and i rotted at home for the wholleeee day.. jus to wait for my daddy to be back from his mahjong session. =( planned to go take photos with dear today de.. in the end ps him for my daddy. so sorry to him.

mm.. recently had been busy with sch stuffs.. ART hist, CHANI, FYP minor, FYP major... lols. and of cos photography.. lols. modules and projects.. keeping me busy.. meeting up with friends... mm..

went to the zoo for Drawing the other day and it was a fun trip overall. . lols... laughed all the way from sch to the zoo and still laughing. =D hahas.. aft the drawing thing went to the cathay to meet up with kk, pris and wx... OMG~ hvn seen them for ages... ate ASTONS for dinner. and we waited for 1 hr 30mins for dinner. lols.. we were damn hungry...

and, went down to yishun to see the closing ceremony for the ARTS FESTIVAL. lols. it's a REQUIREMENT. for my MINOR. omg. haha. so many things happening now.. hais. tired.

its the holidays now, but i still feel as stressful hais. what to do... its my last yr already.. gonna make sure i graduate on time! lols.

some photos:
me and pris~

me, wx, pris and kk.. ( kk is the blur guy behind)

art fest closing.

fireworks....

PC and WQ.. haha. buddies~

lols.. that the end of my post. i dunnoe what else to update.. not in the mood to update.

miss my baby. =)

busy busy~

2009-05-19T08:09:00.001-07:00

lols.. okaes.. img BUSY.. REALLY VERY BUSY!!! so im not going to update so soon. sry guys. =)

THANKS to those who celebrated my bdae~! and THANKS FOR THE GIFTS! =D love u guys..

esp thanks to my dear. =)

a piece of shit.

2009-05-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

AARGHH~ THUMBDRIVE LOST!!!! EVERYTHING GONE!!!! FUCK THIS SHIT!! curse that person who took my thumbdrive!!!

seriously... what the helll.. so many things are happening, tired of all these shit. CRAP!

i bloody need a holiday, OUT OF TOWN. my assignments all gone.. DAMN IT! Photography and Art hist.. hais.. crap...

lost my appetite. =( went to the LAN shop, played L4D, died twice. and boomed.. now back to sch.. re-doing whatever i hace to.. DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMnnnnnnn..

WARNING: DUN IRRITATE ME!!!

MORE updates~ hahas..

2009-05-03T07:14:00.000-07:00

okaes.. this round.. there will be more foto on FOODS! haha.

mm. its been a very busy week.. although there seems to be alot of holidays.. hahas.. BUT life goes on ehs.. homework still comes daily to u.. waking u up early in the morning, reminding u that u have sch and keeping urself up, telling urself u have to finish the assignments or u freakking fail ur module. lols..

hais.. feeling so tired, gt tt feeling that i dun wanna work at NYNY anymore... Pay so little, hrs being cut SO MUCH and we the part timers have to slog so hard jus becos usually we cant work.. and EVEN if we had the same working hrs as the full timers, our break time is still 20mins. hais. damn SIAN..

recently bought a camera for myself~~~ haha.. although 2nd hand.. BUT its in very good condition!! hahas. and i'll treat that as a advanced bdae gift for myself, if not i'll keep complaining tt i spent so much on myself again. hahas. =X.

hehes, last thurs, had MOCAP pract.. hahas.. very fun.. hahas.. everyone was like crazy in the room.. lols =x.. and Wq wore the suit.. hhaa.. omG soo funny.. no one dare to wear tt suit lors.. donnoe how many thousand years le nvr wash lors.. GROSS!!

hahas. aft tt, Wq, Pc, Daniel and me went for lunch at ASTONS. hoho... yums.. nice and not expensive. haha. aft tt.. the guys went looking for the LAN shop.. but couldnt find and instead we went to the ARCADE..... hahas. fun lehs... relax abit. hahas.. but ard 230pm, Pc and daniel had to go.. they're having lessons.. haha. so me and wq went home.. hahas. tired.. went home slack awhile and aft tt went to work.. lols. omg.. aft work nearly DIED.. lols. the customers all left quite late.. and my bar closing ended late as well.. only ard 1110pm then i finish my closing. lols. tired!

FRI, my most BORING DAY ever.. lols..i almost rot my whole day at home.. lols.. morning wake up, Msg 6 persons ask them to eat breakfast tgt, and only a pathetic 2 person reply me!!! =( aft breakfast came back... rot Rot ROT and still ROT.. lols.. until 3 plus, zcong and hong ask to go lot1 walk walk and drink coffee.. if not i think i will rot at home until 630pm b4 i go for the family dinner.. and dinner was normal only.

both sat and sun work.. lols. but managed to meet up sweetie for awhile.. hahas. =)

and then.... PHOTOS~

Mr Anil.. lols. our MOCAP teacher.. funny guy.

my team mates :

Yaliang

Wilson
PC~

and of cos there are 3 more, Fanglin, Daniel and WQ. =)

At ASTONS:

AMK coffee shop outlet.

PC.. mm. im not the one who took this.

Daniel.

daniel and WQ!! haha.. so hard to take Wq photo lors.. keep hiding.

Daniel's grilled fish.

Pc's chix chop.

Wq's chix chop.. lols.

my black pepper beef steak~~ haha.. YUMS.

FRIDAY's Dinner:

Curry Fish head.

Drunked PRAWNS??? lols..

FATTY MEAT!!! lols. i nvr eat this.

Brocolii with oyster mushroom.. hahaa. this one nice.

My Fat and cute lil sis. hahas. =X

elder sis.

daddy mommy.

my youngest sis again.. lols.. eating dessert.

mm.. didnt managed to take pic of my younger sis.. she sat on the otehr table. lols.

hehs..

2009-04-23T20:11:00.001-07:00

OOOOKIES. back to update.. hahas. my new timetable is such a slacker~!!! hahas.

thurs and fri no sch... BUT... i guess they are meant for me to do my hmwk.. lols. yes... i willl finish and do my hmwk.. lols.. 1st week of sch is ok.. haha... PHOTOGRAPHY! yessss.. im gonna learn to take good pics ok? hahas.. then i'll post on my blog. hahas.

mm.. art history is fun ehs... lols.. i seems to LIKE it~~~~ WOW. hahas... but alot of research needs to be done and mus read up alot.. mm.. drawing seems to be fun.. and might be even more fun when we get to draw OUTDOORS~~ haha.. and And AND hehes, there will be SUBWAY DRAWING~~ hehes.. Aint it EXCITING?! hahas.. u have to be so skilled and fast to be able to draw the ppl in the train without them noticing~!! HAHAS. a CHALLENGE!!

and ytd, went back to sch to hand in art history hmwk.. WOW.... everyone is spamming so much things for art history.. lols. well.. i did my part of spamming as well hahas... everyone is so scare to fail art history.. hahs...

after tt~~~ met up with sweetie~~ hehehs.. we went to merlion park~ to take alot alot alot of nice pics.. lols. around 5pm we reached there.. and omg.. we took photos and waited for sunset, and the night view.. hahas.. he brought me around.. cos he knows where are the super good spots~!! hahas.. damn nice the views there.. esp some view at boat quay.. WOWWWWWW.. very very nice. i STRONGLY RECOMMEND couples go there (merlion park & boat quay ) to take fotos.. hahas.. we try to take foto there, but cant take the nice bg... tilll... suddenly, a strangeer came up to us and volunteered to help us take!!! WOW.. so nice of him.. hahas.. and the photo he took is NICEEEE~ haahs.. and we saw 2 couples taking there wedding PHOTO!! hehes!

some fotos :

kelly darling...

me in the lift.. lols. taken by alex.

us~ taken by alex.

syafiq and naufal.

ALEX~!

at merlion park:

MR Edwin.

the sky is really damn nice.. but my skills not there.

at boat quay, Mr SINHGA. lols. i borrowed him my bag. =x

the foto the stranger helped us took.

going to be night time~~

lols.. see, this is why i recommend couples to go there... lols.. PPL TAKE THEIR WEDDING PHOTO THERE LORS~!! that is how nice the view is !!

from another view...

me and edwin.. hahas..

after tt.. we wrapped up and went home~~~ hahas.. both tired.. =)

blahs.

2009-04-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

okaesssss..... finally back to update. these days i have been working and working as usuall.. haha.. and~~~~ playing BEJEWELED in facebook. =x hahas. im such a slacker. SCHOOL is starting in 1 day and a few hrs time. >.