argh

well.. wat i felt like doing was.. sleep, sleep and still SLEEP. omg. i think im being cursed by some sleepy spell or sth.. felt like sleeping so much even when i haf already sleep ALOT. last nite slept at 12 and i woke up at 645 today.. and was nearly late for school.. reached school.. i was refreshed during art.. but aft that.. 3 periods of chemistry.. i was sleeping.. thats horrible.. aft that.. when i came home.. i slept at..ermx.. around 2pm? lol.. and i jus woke up.. haiyo.. like sleeping beauty the aurora.. keep sleep.. lol.. but of cos.. she's pretty.. and im ugly.. lol..

next.. my ART.. lol.. miss ng say its okay already!!! wee~ but one thing.. i cant find the book in the library where i found the simen jackal picture.. grr... then i dunnoe the colour.. mm.. now mus imagine.. LOL.. but from my impression i think it's brown.. lol.. jus now during art lesson so scary.. lol.. sm is almost finishing hers.. wa... her canvas board even bigger than mine lehx.. even when both of my canvas are put tgt.. scary.. i think she left the background and a few touching up of the ppl onli sia.. lol.. i slack so much.. must buck up already.. hahax..

wee~ next week totally no maths lesson!! yay! hahax.. but i think got mock exm next week.. well mock exams? wed haf poa.. tues haf maths.. but the qns is.. we're having GCE ''O" levels oral.. how r we supposed to take the mock exams with the rest of the level..? craziie craziie arragement nor.. later oral very long.. aft oral still mus go take mock exam.. wth.. will dieee..
lol.. kinda scare of my oral.. the percentage on oral has increased.. mm.. then i scare i wil ruin my oral becos of my nervous system.. lol.. then in the end i wil flung my chinese.. lol.. cos i think i didnt do well in my paper 2.. hahax..

well anyway.. thats all for today ya.. lol.. and gorgor.. next time go out then tell u more about my probs nor.. hahax.. cos i this craziie gurl gonna be mugger already.. mug my art and studies.. hahaax..

long day

mm.. had a long day today.. was dead tired as i didnt get enough sleep.. i was like sleeping at almost every class.. siian.. stay back till 4pm today.. no mock test.. but gt supp.. so tired aft the whole day.. lol..

aft went to wm with my mother they all.. looking for carpet? but in the end didnt see anything.. lol.. then went to have kfc? lol.. that was my lunch.. and i had my lunch at 5... craziie totally.. haix...

tml mus bring blue elephant and pink pig to school.. heavy.. lol.. but nvm.. now got car le.. lol.. new car come already.. hahax.. but still i prefer going to sch by myself and going home myself.. at least there's some chance of...... lol..

i miss mac daes.. lol..

happy-sad-tired

yeah.. jus read the title.. im happy, sad and tired at the same time.. craziie..

1st.. happy becos i faired in sports day.. got 2 medal.. silver medal for 4X400 and bronze medal for 4X100.. another thing im happy about is my gorgor!! LOL.. he got stead le worrs.. lol.. so happy for him.. hahax.. he should be even happier now.. and not depress.. hahax.. *ps.. GORGOR.. when free mus bring dasao let mii see.. LOL.. =) and mus treat her nice nice.. hahax..

sad becos.. i also dunnoe.. jus feel very sad..maybe i no the reason lahx.. but dunnno how to say? lol.. craziie craziie gurl.. jus now suddenly cry... mm.. think becos i cant take it anymore? everytime is cant take sth then gt cry de... but that sth is wat.. i dun think is stress.. haix.. i dunnoe lahx.. jus tired.. tired of thinking, tired of trying, tired of letting go.. why should i always let go of things which are impt deep down my heart.. so tired.. im jus so tired.. everyday go to school must fake a smile.. so that ppl wont ask mi wat's wrong.. at home i jus try to keep my mouth shut as much as possible.. and spending most of my time with my mp3 and bed.. haix.. so tired of protecting myself.. maybe i should jus stop protecting and allow everyone to hurt mi so i can die faster.. and end the misery.. haix... donnoe lahx.. i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!

stresss

waaaa.. stress ahh... second day of school got mock test again.. lol. this time is english de mock test.. lol.. hope i can pass and do well for my mock tests.. lol..today topic very weird.. lol.. so i do the question that is " write about 1 day which u will always rmb ".. lol.. then i wrote about my personal experience.. lol.. so boliao.. lame but true story.. lol.. then my letter.. i think i write alot of crap.. which is mostly copy and paste from the given question.. lol.. craziie..

today woke up at 615.. lol.. so early.. because no car.. mus go school alone.. so sad.. then i dunnoe wat time then i sleep last nite.. i think 11 go in to room? then i think until 1 i still hvn sleep.. keep on thinking.. siao de.. my brain crazie already.. can rest dun keep think think think.. so tired..i slacked till 645 then i go out of the house.. but still.. very early when i reached gombak.. so early lor.. not even 7.. diaox.. then i stroll to school lor.. no choice.. lol.. actually wanted to ask someone to go school tgt de.. but in the end nvr.. cos i think i no the ans lor.. so dun nid ask.. lol.. jus now go home with pris..

lol.. tml sports dae.. wee.. i running relay.. lol.. jus now geraldina msg mi.. then say tml i 1st runner.. lol.. i was like sleeping.. then read the msg already suddenly very awake.. lol.. so shock.. i run so slow sill first runner.. lol.. then i ask her to tell mr teo.. i dun wan to be 1st.. lol.. cos i always 2nd runner.. lol.. so now i back to 2nd runner!! yay.. 1st runner wil be linda.. lol.. tml meeting pris to go there tgt.. hahax..

tml gorgor bdae worss... lol.. but i nvr prepare present yet.. cos i very broke.. so sorry gorgor!! lol.. i noe gorgor wil come read my blog.. so wish you an early happy birthday here first.. lol.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY gorgor!! =))

sch startss

zzz.. today school start already..lol.. so slack.. hahax.. but i got the horrible new timetable.. lol.. on monday 4 periods of maths straight.. wth.. i gonna faint..lol.. i think i wanna skip school liaox.. 4 periods lehx.... dieee..then combined humanits very scary also.. hist 3 periods straight.. ss also 3 periods straight.. waaaa... can dieee...
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feel like crying so much... haix.. stupid and craziie mii.. why did ii lost control of myself.. and now allow myself to suffer iin this way again.. haix..i think im missing him to much..lol.. stupiid.. once bitten twice shy.. haix.. i'm jus gonna let it go.. and treat it as a dream..treating it as a dream could at least allow mi to let it reain on the happy daes.. a dream is better than nth rite? so tired.. and lost..

maccc

lol.. i miss the mac days.. mm.. school starting within 2 days.. and damn.. lol.. my hmwk are not done yet.. lol.. not a single one!! lol.. tml mus pia hmwk le.. lol.. jus now ask fume.. lol.. but not free.. so.. i ask other pple accompany mi go do hmwk lor... if not damn boring.. lol.. maybe can find gor.. then he can help mi do hmwk.. lol.. :)) his maths damn good.. so.. 150 qns of maths should be nth to him.. heehee..

then i can do other.. lol.. or i go copy.. lol.. thats wat my gor teach mi.. maths rep cannot do hmwk.. mus copy hmwk.. or else ish too guai already.. lol.. which means i had been too guai for the past 1/2 years.. :))

ok lahx... nth to type too.. i think i stress.. very stress.. still hvn decide whether to bring my art on monday.. no car.. sobx.. later mus go home alone.. by myself.. no ppl help mi carry.. so sad.. lol.. im a pig..!!

yesterday's events

was too tired to update last night..

woke up at 7am in the morning to prepare to go www.. with my mother they all.. then went to lot wan for mac breakfast.. aft breakfast we proceed on.. yeah.. it was quite boring there actually.. except for the samsung slide up.. woots~ lol.. it was damn exciting.. lol.. so fun.. the rest was actually quite boring to mi.. while playing .. my mind was full of the bb match things.. wondering how the guys are doing...

called kel at 1? and he told mi they already played the 1st match.. and they lost.. i was surprised.. well.. then i said i'll be rushing down to see them play.. however..when i reached.. they have already finished the three matches.. they lost all three... this was told to mi by victor.. and i was told that marvin did not come and play... that was even more surprising.. haix.. dunnnoe wat happen lor.. onli till night when i msg fume then i no marvin got sth on..

i didnt wanna go home so early.. so i went to cos way point and had dinner with gor.. ate long john silver.. then we went to stroll around the shops and later on went played in the arcade... well.. i didnt play much.. as the arcade was boring.. hahax.. play the bb thingy.. and i lost to gor...by 7 marks.. waseh.. i so lousy.. sobxsobx. hahahax..

was really tired.. went in to my room and hugged my bolster... so comfy.. and i fell asleep till my mother started screaming asking mi to go and bathe.. i was in my dreamsss... and was a nice dream.. my mother spoilt my dreams!!! haiss.. sobx.. so reluctantly i went to bathe nor.. but aft bathing i went back sleeping. hahax.. and yay... i skipped medicine.. lol.. the medicine not nice.. i dun like.. lol.. and.. hahax.. i jus skipped my breakfast too.. hehe.. the medicine cannot be taken without eating.. so.. hahax.. i skipped eating medicine again.. lol.. crazy galx.. lol..

lost

im tired.. very tired... im lost in the world.. i dunnoe where do i stand.. i dunnoe who am i now.. and neither do i no wat to do.. im jus so tired, and so lost.. i feel like crying.. feel like jus being a innocent little child.. knowing nothing about the world yet.. haix..

for 1 moment last night, i really wished he was there.. right beside mi.. the sky full of stars.. wishing that he was there to watch it with mi.. but these are jus my wishes and hopes.. they'll nvr come true... dreams are always opposite of reality.. well.. things are always one sided for mi i guess..

everyday i make myself tired.. so i could get to sleep at night.. im dont wanna think of these things.. i trying hard.. really.. im trying very hard to shake off these complicated feelings.. and complicated things..

so many WHYs, so many HOWs, so many WHATs kept deep in my heart.. these questions.. are kept.. but now.. there are too many of them.. filling up every space in my heart.. only i can protect myself.. and im gonna protect myself well.. it has been too hurting for mi to take it.. really..

Doctor = MONSTER

today ish a normal day except that i haf to accept the fact that im gonna have to eat alot of medicine.. ahax.. went to the doctor jus now..

i donnoe whether is the doctor tok very soft or is my ear block then he tok become even softer.. hahax.. anyway... i dun like.. i hate doctorsss... hahax.. i got 5 kind of medicine lehx..2 for nose 2 for cough and 1 for my ear.. lol..so irritating.. so many med.. ahahax..

in the morning.. went training with geraldina and chengyee.. lol.. was ok lor.. then went for lunch with chengyee.. hahax.. anyway.. i think today quite ok lahx.. haahx..

tml got activities..!!hahax.. but i dunnoe whether i going to watch the basketball match anot.. mm.. maybe contact fume and ask wat time is their first match nor.. lol.. then i decide whether wanna go anot nor.. hahax.. nvm.. so tired.. wanna sleep..

basketball match

wee~ was out the day today.. went to view the basketball match. haahx..

well.. although it was the guys who are playing.. i was the first to reach the meeting place.. haahx.. too anxious to see their performance? hahax.. anyway.. it was easy for fume today.. lol.. think he didnt play till very tiredd.. cos after the match they cont to play in the indoor court.. wa.. and they onli stopped playing at seven.. lol..

today's match was played by fume, kk, and a new guy call marvin... lol.. then i go there watch.. onli supporter.. lol.. so sad.. but kel and wx didnt play.. so i gt their company.. lol..the marvin.. wow.. he could play very well.. hahax.. the way he dribble the ball was like super.. lol.. very fast speed.. hahax.. think the team won cos they had speed.. they were really FAST.. lol.. fume said there was a lack of teamwork.. so they didnt perform as well.. however.. its good enuff to get to the next round..hahax..

my cough is getting worse.. haix.. jus now at the match i was coughing like mad... haix.. hope it wil stop worsening.. lol.. this cough is making mi feel tired easily.. haix.. so tired.. gonna sleep.. gonna haf training with frens tml.. i nid to rest.. hahax..

crap

well.. today ish jus kinda crappy.. woke up for school.. had practical at 10.. but the teacher was still having class at 10.. so i went to rot at band.. yeah.. and was surprised to see yanling.. lol.. a very old senior!! hahax.. well.. she's turn more pretty.. hahax.. yeah.. and another person i saw early in the morning was zy.. didnt tok to him.. i think don wanna tok to mi also.. lol..

anyway.. practical.. was ok.. i did the practical with kel.. he said he dunnoe how to do.. cos he was late.. and didnt hear the explaination.. so he join mi..well.. things went fine.. but the results werent very good.. lol.. and i was blamed for it.. omg.. that idiot.. didnt do anything and yet complain so much..

after that.. i went to band room.. to get back my towel.. haahx.. and i received my super belated bdae present from tricia.. :).. its another piggy! yeah.. my piggy collection is growing.. hahax.. thanks to my meimei for her present.. hahax..

got back home and was tired.. feel like sleeping.. but.. in the end.. i didnt.. lying on my bed.. tot of many things.. things happen in the past..things happened recently.. some memories were sweet.. some were disaster.. i went on flipping thru my personal diary.. given by zy in the past.. recalled even more things that happened between us and i think i nid to thank him for those sweet memories.. well.. there were also memories of other things that happen.. ppl i met.. everything.. come to think of it.. im very fortunate in the past..

i think i gt almost everything? caring steads, good results, great frens, great teachers.. unlike now.. mm.. well.. no point regreting.. hahax.. i got a life to get on with..things may nt appear to be as great.. but jus look on the bright side.. hahax.. everyone,everything can leave mi.. detest mi.. and i can gib up on anyone, anything..but there's one thing for sure that i won leave and wil nvr give up on.. and that's arts.. and myself.. :) way to go jac!!

dying soon

lol.. here to update.. well.. im still sick alrite.. already for 1 week i think.. lol

i jus refused to see the doc.. now instead of sneezing.. i cough.. haiyo... really become sick pig le.. lol.. anyway..i think i will be alrite bax.. unless i keep coughing out with blood.. lol.. there was abit blood when i cough jus now.. well.. i think i hurt my throat without realising.. hahax.. so should be ok if i continue rest...

yep.. tml is monday... hahax.. must go school..got band also.. but im not in the state to play.. hahax.. well maybe i jus go back for fun lor.. awhile onli.. hahax. and take my towel back from tricia.. lol..tues is the guys competition already.. yay.. lol.. im gonna go and watch them play.. :)
way to go! lol.. k lax.. think i stop here.. byexs

escaping

lol.. woke up at 10 today.. well.. went to the market with my mother they all to haf breakfast and came back home..

got a horrible news went i got home.. that was my dad gonna play mahjong with his fren at my house.. omg.. this is so horrible.. they'll start drinking smoking and hurling vulgarities.. lol.. anyway.. i tried to escape away.. yeah.. and started to msg ppl.. asking where are they..lol.. and the first person i msg was fume.. anyway.. i wasnt saved by him..

that blur king went out without his fone i think.. haix.. so sad.. lol.. so nvm lor.. but i was saved by another guy... lol..phew.. luckily i was saved.. hahax.. or i'll die at home i guess.. hahax.. was saved by kel.. yeah.. another blur king.. lol.. then we jus do hmwk lor at his house.. lol... then very boring.. lol..

anyway.. its jus another normal day for mi.. lol..

trainiing

well.. today is a day with bad weather.. lol.. i set my fone alarm to wake up at 8am today.. ok.. and i did.. but.. i am a lazy pig.. i off the snooze and went back sleeping ..lol.. untill 820 when my mother wake mi.. then i gt a shock.. lol.. as i am having training at 9 am at gombak stadium.. well.. anyway.. i wasnt late.. hahax.. becos i skipped breakfast..

today's training was ok lor.. not very tiring except for the extra training.. well.. aft everyone finish the trainingg.. mr teo asked if we wanted more training.. i was ok with it.. so in the end i stay with geraldina and cheng yi.. lol.. i got a shock lo.. the extra training was to take ur lap timinng.. omg.. so horrible.. lol.. my timing nw is 100 secs.. waa.. which is = to 1min and 40sec.. which is SLOW.. lol.. in the past my lap timing was 1 min.. now got extra 40 secs.. wa.. die sia.. mus go for more training already.. anyway.. today's training was more about taking big steps..hahax.. we ran on the sits... cos was raining heavily...lol.. and aft that when the rain is smaller.. we went to the track and practiced baton passing.. hahax..

it rained so much today... lol.. i play awhile in the rain again.. hahax.. crazy gal.. but it helps mi to not feel so stress bax.. aft playing and strolling in the rain.. i feel better.. hahax.. okies not gonna type more.. im hungry.. gonna cook my instant noodles already.. hahax.

damn life

wateva.. this sucks ok.. i hate this life.. hate every thing about it.. every single thing..

well.. recall ur past ur stupid past where the worst had happened! isnt that already a lesson for u?! u dumb ass.. get back to ur world.. where there is only u and no one else.. where u can onli be yourself and not getting hurt all the time for nth.. haix.. darn.. im scolding myself.. stupid

im sick and tired of this life.. its really tiring... same thing happening over and over again.. well.. i think i can nvr get to trust someone wholely again.. nvr..! this world is jus too scheming.. i hate it! why cant u ppl jus stop it...?! stop acting like u care.. stop using mi as a study guide.. jus stop ur nonsense, u hypocrites!! jus leave mi alone..

chalet..

okies.. im back from the chalet.. and im even more sick.. lol. now i dun even haf the voice to speak.. lol.. not due to too much bbq food.. but becos of lack of SLEEP!

the chalet was ok onli.. not very fun lahx.. cos was quite isolated.. loll.. ppl doing their own things all
the time.. and most of the time were spent inside the house rotting.. the house was pathetic.. it was puny.. there's only 1 room and 2 single bed.. lol... and wat more is.. the gals sure noe how to book the bed.. lol.. in the end i end up becomeing the floor master.. lol..

overall i think the fun part of the chalet is night cycling.. lol.. going up and down the slopes.. but its a pity we're not cycling on the main road becos there were a few who cant really cycle like syl.. well.. so in the end poor zy has to ride on the double bike with syl for the whole night lol..sth like transporting syl here and there.. cos syl was like unable to balance and fearing of fall from the bike while going down slope all that.. lol.. alot of worries.. lol..

im a dangerous cyclist.. hahax.. i don look at the traffic lights. jus go.. even when there's vehicles hahaax..i think i onli enjoy that part? lol..

back at home.. once finish bathing.. i own my bed again... hahax...slept till 8.. when i finish bathing it was 230.. hahax.. long hours.. that was not enuff to meet my sleeping needs.. hahax.. hardly slept last 2 nights.. hahax..

think gonna sleep soon.. hahax.. damn tired.. hahax.

still sick..

loll.. here to update.. mm.. today was quite a good day for mi.. hahax.. cos i didnt rot at home..
yay.. i finish 2 pieces of art for the exhibition.. and.. today i started the third.. lol..

this third piece is "split" into half.. one side black and white and the other colourfull..yay.. hahax.. art was really fun.. i painted with my fingers jus now.. hahax.. then my nail polish got acrylic now.. hahax..

well.. bout the band chalet.. im going.. BUT is onli to pei my gor.. i emphasis this becos i dun some ppl to think i go on purpose to ruin their mood.. as usual.. im the baddie.. so ya.. ppl dun wan mi to go... but yet im going.. lol.. too bad for them then.. they onli haf 2 choices.. 1) to gib mi attitude.. and i wil attitude back.. 2) ignore mi and still enjoy themselves.. and i enjoy myself.. lol

nahx.. guys are really troublesome..haix.. now 2 guys on war.. and im stuck in between.. so pathetic.. i became their messnger for no reason sia.. haix.. fume very angry wors.. haix. let them settle it between themselves bax..

sick..

well. im sick again.. as usuall.. having flu.. damn sickening.. isnt there a way to cure this damn nose? haix..

soo bored for the whole day.. my sixth boring day.. haix.. anyway i was being the goody goody daughter and grand-daughter for the whole of today..
firstly.. i did ALL the housework.. vacuuming of floor, mopping of floor, washing of dishes, hanging of clothes and keeping of clothes.. secondly, i taught my youngest sis maths, her spelling and her piano.. Thirdly, i told my other younger sis off.. yaya.. im scolding again.. but that was essential to help that kiddo to grow up and stop giving every attitude and behave as if everyone owe her..ok.. that didnt quite fit the bill of mi being a goody goody.. lol.. FOURTH, i massage my grandma as she complaint of a terrible backache.. well.. there's more.. and when i came back from school.. i was told that my mother isnt coming to fetch my grandma to have dinner out.. drats..i was kinda upset.. as i had stayed at home for a whole god damned week.. and was longing for the air outside.. haix.. terrible day..but of cos i didnt show my disappoinment infront of my grandma.. in the end.. gotta cancel my dinner outing and had dinner with my grandma.. haix..


haix.. boring boring week.. starting from now things would be even more boring i think.. cos im sick.. having the god damn flu.. which is the cause of my foul mood now.. haix..i think i've used up half the box of tissues.. haix.. so idiotic..

boring..

nahx.. i've got a boring life.. it's been FIVE boring days for mi eversince the real holidays.. haix.. who ask mi to be so broke.. if im not as broke.. i wouldnt be at home rot now.. lol.. most probably outside partying.. lol..

tot of going to sentosa with pris they all.. lol.. but it seems that the weather sux.. lol.. nahx.. think this holidats i'm gonna jus mugged at home, mac or library.. well.. im stuck in between my tots.. haix.. miss chong doesnt wan mi to go back for band.. but then.. it seems that my life is quite boring without band... hahax.. there's like something missing? hahax.. but i dun wanna let miss ang get it from miss chong u noe.. its jus so unlucky!!

well well.. my coursework is a total disaster.. i am too slow... and im still slacking.. haix.. feeling quite moodless lately.. and the reason is still unknown to myself.. haix.. so stupid.. haix.. sometimes really feel like sitting at a corner and do nth.. jus with mp3 player blasting the music into my ears.. haix.. there's too much things to think and consider about.. haix...

anyway.. i think there's a change in my plan in going to NAFA.. my personal bassoon coach teaches music at NAFA.. and from wat i heard from him.. life there is totally BORING for art students.. it's quite slack.. and there's no CCA.. ARGH! no cca = no fun = BORING.. lol.. even the music students gets better benfits.. they get to play in the BAND.. woots.. which is good.. they can treat band as CCA.. haix.. now i cannot cont with playing bassoon.. unless i go and get 1.. which i nid to work for dunno how long before i can get that amount of money to buy.. haix.. things are not on the right path for mi.. First no more band and bassoon in HSS due to miss chong, secondly no more CCA in NAFA ( if i get in).. man.. these sux totally..

mm... my life sux totally these daes.. how i wish time can turn back.. haix.. everything in the past are much more fun and crazy.. think im drifting far far apart with the umpire ppl... nahx.. am i supposed to say im used to it again? haix.. from pri school till now.. things have always been the same.. well.. trying to look at the bright side is really difficult now.. so many problems suddenly.. maybe they are created by my worriies and thinking? haix

so boreed

nah.. i'm so bored today.. lol.. well.. maybe i should update on wat happened today first.. then i'll recall wat happen the past few daes.. :)

i woke up at 7am today.. omg.. that freakkin early for mi esp on a sunday!! lol.. Its all dued to the desperate selling and buying of car by my parents.. now there's no car, no transport, no convenience..lol.. well.. i've got no other comments on selling the car other than we're so broke..and they sold the car so as to purchase a BRAND NEW car which sux! maybe i read too much into buying the new car and our financial state.. lol..
my younger sisters were having swimming competition today.. and that was the reason why i had to wake up that early.. well.. they did badly or rather they did their best... becos there were too many pros in this com.. a P3 student competing by butterfly stroke..(nt my sis.. she cant even do her freestyle) wow.. that's so young.. lol.. i dun think i no even breaststroke at that age.. the competitiveness (is there such word?) in singapore is so high.. lol..
oh ya.. i changed fume's blogskin for him today.. lol.. :) ..i hope he will like it.. lol.. although it's simple task for mi.. hahax.. choosing the skin was the difficult part becos i dunno wat kind of blogskin he likes! hahax.. that's all bout it for today..

yesterday.. mm.. i rotted at home.. hahax..i think i play worms the whole morning till late afternoon.. and aft that i went swimming with my sisters.. its quite boring actually... lol.. i think i swam about 10 laps onli? hahax.. out of these 10 i think only 4 of them i swim in high speed.. the other 6 is in relax mood.. lol.. it was great becos i exercised!! hahax.. i was thinking that there was art... but.. so sad.. its cancelled becos singaporeans are jus too rich.. they all go for holidaes.. except mi.. :'( .. so sad and pitiful.. lol..aft the swimming trip i cont playing worms.. lol.. so in short i did nth but played worms.. hahax..

okays...band is totally pathetic.. well.. they sux.. seriously i feel very upset upon looking at the band today.. haix.. they got no size, no volume, no discipline! haix.. it's really saddening.. now i understand mdm khong's and mr ong's misery.. well.. i did nth there during friday.. becos i did not no wat to do to help.. it looks hopeless.. haix.. aft that i went home by myself becos the car was already sold.. lol... i walk from sch to westmall.. took the train till lot wan and walked home from there..

it has been 3 boring daes for mii.. haix.. so pitiful... lol.. i think fume's having fun.. lol.. anyway he's back tonight! lol.. yay.. my entertainer is back!! hahax..! yups.. i bet he learnt some magic tricks from his magician frens.. lol.. and i hope he took alot of fotos!! haha... i wanna see if there's any nice scenery! hahax.. :)

second last daee of HELP

lol.. im back to update.. hahax..eating my lunch while typing.. hahax..

okays.. these few days.. i think nth much happen.. or rather i have forgotten wat happen.. hahax.. i jus type wat i rmb..and somehow i am updating becos sumone wont be in spore for next few daes.. hahax.. so i update let him see b4 he go!. how nice of mi!! :)

mm.. on tues.. i went out with my sister and i played gooseberry for around 2 hours.. becos my sister went dating with her bf... lol.. well its onli at lot wan.. anyway.. my intention of going with her was not to be "lightbulb".. hahax.. i tagged along becos we're looking for my younger sis birthday present..however.. we rot there in the end and didnt buy anything except for 3 lolipops? lol..

then yesterday... school was especially boring!! i almost bored myself to death.. lol.. anyway.. aft school went out with fume.. the guy who's going off tml!! lol.. accompanied him to bugis to buy his cards.. lol.. buying his cards onli took like ten mins?? lol.. we couldnt decide where to go aft that.. lol.. and we went to esplanade.. lol..that monkey didnt eat his lunch!! so i bluff him into eating sth b4 went go esplanade.. lol.. and he kept on say i liar.. so bad.. lol.. aft having the food i BRING him to esplanade.. lol first time i bring ppl to esplanade lehx!! last time always ppl lead the way i follow de.. lol.. cos i dunno how to go!!! hahax..

there was performance by a indian group.. playing indian music with their instruments..lol.. i think i almost bored fume to death.. hahax.. mm.. then i think we went to VCH? lol.. all the Arts places.. hahax.. i accompanied him for dinner at mac.. lol and being unknown or unfamiliar to the place.. we were kinda lost.. but! fume brought mi out of the maze!! lol.. suddenly so street wise.. hahax..

ok..enuff of my crap.. hahax.. there's gonna be lotsa work to be done this weekend.. hahax.. i can keep myself occupied! yay! :)