updates

im bored and tired. but i cant get to sleep at all.

damn. trying to get 3 hrs of sleep. but then, once i lie on the bed, my brain cant stop thinking. WTF. so tiring sia. im physically tired already, but my brain still keep thinking and thinking.

today's work was ok lors. working the morning shift. hahas. morning is seriously so much more RELAX lars. omg.. even lunch time, it's not as tiring as dinner. lols. the queue is really freaaking long for dinner. hahas.

had stomach cramp when working today, dunno is cramp or wat lars, jus super pain wanna die already. lols. b4 they start to operate, i quickly went to guardian and buy panadol extra, omg. and its was useless.

took 2 pills at once, still felt painful aft 2 hrs. so i popped another in, then it took effect. lols .alvin scold me siao, eat so many, supposingly we're supposed to take once in 4 hrs. but then i took extra in such short time. lols. this pain reminded me of one my silly action. lols. " i want my teh peng~! " "whines~" lols.

mm.. aft work went out. haha, met up with ly they all. LOLS. i wanted to eat pizza hut~ but hong no money, to make sure he can survive for another 2 more wks b4 he gets his pay, we ate KFC instead. reach home ard 11pm bax. tired.

didnt sleep la. ZZZ. doing drawing. SIANS~

** JOANNE ANG YEE NING~!!!!
I BOOK TABLE FOR 29TH LIAOS HOR~! 630 MUS REACH LOT 1.

终于说出口

你终于说出口,
其实你早就已经不爱我.

为什么要低着头,
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我.

可是这不是玩笑,
是要逃避你离开我的理由.

我还能做什么,
你已经不爱我,
我一直都爱着你,
难道这还不够.

我还要做什么,
你才不离开我,
我知道你已无心再继续看着我,
一心想离开我.

我终于也说出口,
其实很爱你但从没认真说过,
或许是我的错,
多在乎你却只放在心中.

不要问我为什么,
因为爱你这就是我的理由.

我还能做什么,
你已经不爱我,
我一直都爱着你难道这还不够.

我还要做什么,
你才不离开我,
我知道你已无心再继续看着我.

没什么需要被原谅,
我笑得有些牵强,
你知道我总是能够假装不难过,
不想看你那么累,
多希望再给我机会,
颤抖着我的手,
握住的只是风.

我还能做什么你,
已经不爱我,
我一直都爱着你难道这还不够.

我还要做什么,
你才不离开我,
我知道你已无心再继续看着我一心想离开我.

"终于说出口" by 小宇.

super nice song~~~ so describle my feelings, hahas.

haha. anyway, thanks to xl, for being on my side. and the hugs. im ok already~ hahas~ =)

i feel so lightened up and happy~

wth

i bloody disappointed. really.

things jus got worse, now there's really nth left to say.

why should i care again?

where is the trust?

there's nth left.

...

i finally got the ans. i expected it. but didnt expected to be so hurtful.

let's face it. things will nvr be the same, u will always be affected by ur shadow. and i'l always be cast away. i will nvr be the key to ur heart. only she has the ability to be that key.

rmb my words. continue like this, she will be the only one who can have ur fully devoted love. no matter ur present or ur future, its unfair to them.

i'll always be that subtitute.

hellooo

helllooo.. im back again to updates yeah..

lol. i've been so busy lately. not going out shopping and stuffs, bbut then working. i've changed my job. and currently working as a service crew in NYNY. hahas.

yays.. working there is surely tiring man. hahas. but then still quite fun although there are some ppl who is freakkin irritating and bitchy. lols. but i still quite like that job.

oh no. i hvn touch any assignments. lols who can save me??? hais.. now got job le.. but assignments piling up too. i'll try to keep it this way. can study finish assignments and work at the same time. hahas. tired


anyways~ JOANNE AHS~ can meet on 28-30?? one of the days.lols.see when u free. treat u eat as bdae present. lols.

lols.. updates again

well.. here i am again to update. hahas.

okaes. not a emo post i think.. lols.

anyway. im back home at this time. lols WOW~ such a miracle. lols.

sch was ok today.. not so boring. did 2d animation which was fun.. hahas. superhero! haha.

well.. gotta do my webd mock up. mm.. i doing a web which is to reflect my portfolio. mm.. what exactly is my style?? i dun really know actually, my theme is " sunshine and cheerful" lols. BUT THEN~~~~ lols. yeemeng and daniel say. " u shld use emo instead" lols.

i understand why, cos im always updating on emo stuffs and being emo. hahas. im sorry, but then, im born cheerful, its jus becos of some stuffs i become emo. hahas. sorry for being emo.

well, at least im not those emo until go cut myself that kind right? hahas. kk.

aft lesson went to have lunch with ym, daniel, mike, jl. lols. they wanna eat pork chop, but then, that stall close down lors~! lols. sad sia.. lols.. aft they said alot of disgusting things lols.

anyway. thatss all bax.. off to bathe. tired.

IM SO TIRED OF THIS LIFE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!