lols

finally, there's an end to assignment. lols..

finally finish 3d modelling and feel less stress. but i still have other assignments to worry about lars. lols.

lols. today is a good day. im so touched~!

emo elmo.

i'm a elmo. lols.. emo's sister. lols.

feeling emo emo emo emo emo. ZzzZ. i CANT HELP FEELING EMO~!! why.. ZzZ. damn sians.

grr.. so much doubts and so many qns. omg. seriously.. i need my darling. =( but she's not free. saddens.

i need a hug.. =(

blogging in sch.. emoing. lols.

why why why? feeling emo for what i also dunnoe. zzz.

gonna change my blogskin when im free. lols. i hope i will be free lars.

sth random here. i suddenly thought of these qns," what is true love? " , " can there be alot of love at a time?" and " can love really last a lifetime? ".

thats all folk. going to start lesson.

BYE~!

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lols. i m back home.. okaes. im still feeling emo. nvm abt the emo thing.

well, i had laksa as dinner today, and for my 18yrs in this world, the first time i eat a laksa with so much "ham" or cockles. lols. seriously.. its like the cockles are very cheap thats why there so much? lols. i didnt finish.. but i ate alot. lols. while eating, the kid sitting on the nxt table was so "beng" . omg.. seriously he is jus like a PRIMARY sch kid. at most P5 kind. and words come out from him was like words coming out from some ah beng.

at this age he speak in this manner " kana sai la u. u dunnoe meh? nowadays de char bor, all like that de lors. " and words like " walao" all that come out from that kid.

there was adult ard, but then it seems like that they allowed the kid to speak like that. omg. seriously, if he was my child, i'll slap him in public.

okaes.. i think thats all.

i hate sch com~! VIRUS~!

updates

LOLs.. got this from my email. lols. and i find some part quite true.

thats all~

emoing. really, i have so much doubts of myself. do i have the rights to be happy?

im back to update~

hihi..finally going to update again. lols. gonna update with pics. haha. the recently taken fotos~

in sch

hais. in sch chionging my bloody assignments now.

wont be back home till sat evening bax. hais. so tired. how i wish life was more intersting.

gotta work again sat evening...ZzZ

suddenly got a gush of emoness.. Zzz then now feeling so damn emo lors. hais. nvm.

emo queen. hahas. meeting my sec sch frens this wk. i am so looking forward to meet them and *JOANNE! where are u lehs. sia lars. nvr meet me. =(

MG is such a headache to me.. i seriously need more time. drawing, i've done only 1 drawing. which is definitely not enough. Brian wants AT LEAST 10. so, obiviously we gotta try to do more right. hais. sians lars. super no mood.

skipping lunch. no mood to eat. hahas.

tired..

yawns. so tired and sleepy~

slept at 3 plus 4 ytd. omg. was ironing my clothes and talkng with my didi. omg. till so late when i cant tahan anymore i went to sleep. well. woke up at 730am once and aft that 8 and finally 930 when xl call me. lols. i forget we book 10am for the rm. lols. and i reached at 11am. hahas. smuggled mac breakfast into the room. hahas. didnt have breakfast, and was so hungry when i was on board the train. lols.

tired. 3d modelling showing more progress. but not MG. hais. and i hvn touch on drawing lols. siao liaos. lols..nvm.. im complaining again. hahas. nono. mus start to show progress on mg too.



jia yous bax.

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and now, im going to start to be a freakking bitch.



HELLO ABC. this is super duper jus delicated to YOU. the FREAKKING ASSHOLE who hops ard ppl's blog tagging rubbish~!



STOP BEING A COWARD. if u wanna tag rubbish, then dun be a coward. put down ur bloody FULL NAME~!



LOLS. say im a kaypo?? lols. then what are u then? i admit that im kaypo lehs! what can u do? STUPID~! at least im not like some irritating coward who hops ard others blog tagging rubbish. what i tagged on yun's blog was my views abt you. it started on yun's blog and u hopped to mine. WAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING?!



u are really a PEST~! maybe, only MAYBE, in ur pea brain u think that we are nice ppl to bully. lols. but u are so FUCKING WRONG.


there's a limit to everyone's tolerance. since u got the GUTS to go tag then u better have the same amt of GUTS to put YOUR NAME down.

ahhhh

omg omg... 1st wk of hols is ending le~~~ and i still got the 2 major assignment. wth~!

so pissed off with modelling already. ahh.. everyone is like progressing well and im still stuck there~ ahh.. someone save me~ hahas. so stressed with the modelling. =(

still got mg~ 15 secs of motion. 1st draft. ah.. hvn touch any motion yet~! but done with my research. hais. sians lars. left 1 wk of hols. mus really faster chiong these assignments. oh ya. hvn done any drawing. ahhhhh.. 10 pg. faints.

i wanna do well lars this sem.. if not nxt sem sure die de lors. =( stress~~~~~!

tired, wanna sleep.

fuck

damn it. fuck it. so freakking noisy.

and fuck it. my hp bill is so freakking alot. looks like i have to work in the hols again. FUCK YOU.

finally holidays.

well. its my 2nd day of holiday~ holiday is good. but not good in another way too. cos alot of assignments. hahas.

mm. sat and sun were the slack-est days of my working life, nvr once there was like so little customers. lols. cool. mm. then i went out and had fun. watch movies, and walked ard.

went out with hong, zcong, ly. we went to the arcade. and spent lots of money there lars. and we only play 1 thing. the sweet machine. OMG. i think we spent like 40 plus jus on that stupid machine. hahas. and the 40 plus bucks, in return we got half a normal plastic bag full of sweets. omg. and i brought all the sweets back. hahas. all MINE~ hahas. cos my house alot of kids ahs... i'm also 1. hahas.

mm. then i think i need to do some work already. shldnt slack further. hahas. ytd went to sch and saw my babies. hahas. they all so hardworkin. go sch do hmwk. hahas. went to hand in my aniamtion.yups. done and handed up~ yays. finally.

now, im going back to do modelling. most prob. if not i think MG. cos this are the most torturing assignments. they are jus too time consuming.

JIAYOUS BAX~~~

* XL i wanna go swimming~ so warm~ lols.

random

mm.. i dunnoe what to type. but i jus feel like typing and updating this blog.

life has been a bitch man, hell load of nonsense, work, studies.

in my 18 yrs of life, have i live the life i want to or am i jus following whatever others are doing? i been asking myself this question and there seems to be no ans to it.

cos currently, i am in neither. i am in the category of what others wants me to be like and what they want me to do. wth. this is not the life i want.

my fren told me i was a selfish person. To this, i dun deny. i am selfish. thinking of myself all the time. to me, I AM the most impt person in my life. i dun wanna depend on anyone, my family, my frens, and my love. I cannot afford to be dependent on any of them cos i've been through the consequense of being over reliant and trusting with them.

i dun like the feeling of being stabbed. i've been stabbed and betrayed too many times. really. i dunnoe who can i trust and who i cant. eversince that incident, i learnt to be independent. too independent that makes me a person who made everyone dislike me. lols. maybe.

maybe i have attitude problems, and many dislike me for it. but those who can accept the fact that im like this, i communicate with them perfectly well. i dun wanna make any changes.

I JUS WANNA BE MYSELF. THE HAPPY CHEERFUL SELF. A PERSON WHO DOES NOT EMO.

WHO are my frens and who are my foe? i tired. damn tired.

nightmares are back. WHINES!

back to update again.

well.. my nightmare will soon be back, assignemnts are starting to pile up again. and so R THE TESTS. grr.


mm.. let see what hmwk i've got.

1. drawing of ppl (at least 10pgs)



2. 3D modelling assignment1



3. web design assignment2



4. Motion graphics assignment2

wow. out of the 6 modules i have, 4 has assignments. WTH~ hais.

so stressed. financially tight and sh's so stressful. sometimes, i jus feel like skipping lesson for a good day sleep. i have forgotten when was the last time i was able to sleep peaceful till i wake up on my own.

mmm.. but i've finally done something i'm proud of. hahas. i completed my japan exhibition art piece on time, regardless of the hill of work i have on hand from SCH~! yays. that can only be done when i always sacrifice my sleep.

now, im here online, supposingly to do storyboard of the MGa02, but, im jus so freakking tired, cant think of anything. brain dead. feel like taking mc.~

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okaes. some previous updates on what's going on with my boring life other than the freakking sch.
mm.. abt 1 and half wks ago, there was band camp. hahas. fun. have some pic. but not much. mainly pics of the sky. cos i didnt sleep and we (my grp) all slept at 4am. LOLS. cant fall aasleep.

we're all lying at the stadium, crapping and looking at the beautiful sky.

my team~ red bull? lols.

all at the stadium~

and there was a bdae bbq at Jarryl's house last sat.lols. we were damn high~! hahas. no photos for this. saddens.

its the most relaxed bbq i ever went to. all i have to do is sit there. jarryl's dad was bbq-ing all the food for us. and 1st time in a bbq i ate crayfish~! lols. NICE lehs~ lols. maybe jarryl's dad got skill. hahas. yums~ ate alot, but not as much as SHIYI~! hahas.

he was like statue lors. sitting there, dun bear to move his butt an inch. hahas. Xl say shiyi was scare to miss out any food that comes by. LOLS. glutton~! haha. and. i think, these juniors ah, like to drink ahs. esp shiyi and antonio. drink so much. then there high like siao. hahas.

we play true or dare, and only got 4 rounds. -______- cos shiyi lars. drag and drag so slow. lols. out of 4 shiyi lost twice. lols. he got a dare and a qns. hahas. so funny. and both was my idea~! hehe. then when im quite happy, my retributiion came. lols. i lost the 3rd round and chose truth~ lols. i dun wanna dare, hahas. later shiyi sabotage me hahas. and lastly, junwei lost the last and he danced~! wow.. nice~ hahas.

drank abit, then i think due to too tired, days of rushing my art piece and sch work, i "died". lay on the sofa at jarryl's. hahas.

kkaes. i think thats for all. i'll update again.