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here to updates.. mm.. work was quite bad for mi today.. cos i owe 10bucks.. :( its gonna be deducted from my pay.. so sad.. boo hoo! lol.. then today very relax larrs actually... not much ppl.. but then.. the weird thing is.. ppl like queueing in my lane.. like WTF?!?!?! there's so many available counters.. then they dun go over.. they rather wait patiently at my lane... crazy sia.. lol..

yesterday's work was GREAT!!! cos everything is BALANCE!!!! heee.. so happy..then yesterday had dinner out.. was actually supposed to eat crab at home.. but then.. my parents decided to rebel against my aunt.. therefore.. i missed the crabs.. :(

mm.. then todae.. pris came to resign.. she's too stressed up.. so she decided to quit.. hahax.. mm.. quite sad lars.. no ppl pei mi lers.. but nvm.. hahax.. i can still make frens there.. although most of the females are aunties... lol.. still got the GUYS!!! hahahax... the guys are younger.. and is by alot.. all around my age.. hahax.. they are needed becos got alot of things let them carry!!! hahax.. manpower is needed.. hahax..

kkaes.. stop here.. so tired.. hahax.. nitex

work..

mm.. todae worked morning shift.. and guessed wat.. i took my own counter...!!! lol.. onli learn for 2 daes wors.. hehe.. fast learner?

ermx... but of cos there's some problems lars.. hahax.. some customer nvr take their things.. then when they come back, they say i nvr give them their things.. -_-" lol.. but anyway, i kept for them their stuffs. jus in case they come back to look for their things..

mm.. then.. went to buy skirt for work jus now.. then now very tired.. hahax.. i wentt to "kajiao" pris.. hhahahax.. becos worry bout her mahx... hahax.. then she still not bad bax.. lol.. she also got same problems as mi... ppl forget to take their things.. hahahx..

oh ya.. YAYNESS!!! i've got a 1 gb mp3... XD.. so happy... can load loads of songs... hahahax..then now my mp3 wat song also haf.. even techno also put in sia.. hahax.. i wan to take off with pris!!! then can go shopping lehx.. but we diff off.. so sad.. she off on mon, mi on fri... sooo sad.. hahax..

mm.. then mus take off to go for band camp.. lol.. i think pris mus work more speed shift already.. lol.. so bad sia mi.. but nvm.. i will take back the time ders..hahax..

first dae at work?

yawns.. so tired.. hahax.. feel like sleeping.. but when lying on my bed.. i cant sleep.. dots.. hahax..

kkaes.. jus to briefly tok about work todae? hahax.. work was alrite.. hahax.. i dared to say that im a fast learner.. hahahax.. learnt alot of things todae.. hahax.. work was actually quite relaxing for mi cos.. i know a feww of the workers there.. mostly friendly ppl.. hahax.. mm.. but maybe a little stress for pris.. becos she don really no the ppl there.. hahahax..

ermx.. then first dae of work kena scolding already.. both mi and pris.. BUT!!! its not my fault.. neither was it pris fault.. it was the accountant's fault.. anyhow scold.. so bad temper.. scary sia.. lol.. but anyway.. other ppl were friendly.. and kind enough to help mi with the diff type of veggies.. lol.. i dunnoe how to differentiate the veggies.. haha.. esp those with stem and leaf.. hahax.. all look the same to mi.. hahax.. and there are like 5 kinds of pineapples.. hahax.. and 5 different price.. hahax.. must memorise everything wors.. hahax.. test my memory power? hahahx..

good larrs actually.. then i can erase some unhappy things.. and put all the barcode inside.. hahax.. kkaes think i stop here.. still got homework mus do.. if not tml go work will very troublesome.. hahax.. nitex!

grad nite..

kkaes.. todae was quite a good dae bax.. except that i feel quite upset not being able to " patch " things up with adidas.. yups..

sent a msg to him.. as usual.. he did not reply.. mm.. maybe he did not even take a look at the msg? im not sure... well.. todae grad nite is so call the last time im going to see him bax.. seeing him at any area in singapore is like so the minimum..haix.. jus now nearly cried during the grad.. during dinner time... mm.. have been holding on to this feeling towards him for like 4 months? hahax.. think its time to let go bax.. esp when i dunno how he feels..

kkaes.. enough for that stuff.. mm.. grad nite was considered boring.. its like eermx.. normal assembly period in school? lol.. totally boring... until the last part.. when the disco starts.. hahax.. yt dragged mi and pris up on stage to dance.. lol... then i sun bian dragged kk and yh.. lol..disco was fun larrs.. hahax.. we were like some mad woman.. jumping around.. ermx.. then.. i got the best dressed for gals in my class.. and the best dressed guy was aaron... -_-||

-_-|| doesnt means that aaron was not dressed well.. it was mi.. lol.. and billy was like super excited to see mi and aaron.. and was screaming " hold hand larrs" .. dots.. i dun think aaron would want mi to hold him and go up on stage together lor.. and i DUN WANT.. becos.. its not him(adidas).. hahax..

aft grad... was supposed to go gaigai.. but then.. pris had to go.. so.. i came home too... at wm.. saw billy again.. then he ask mi wanna watch movie not.. lol.. i no money larr.. and i forgot my specs.. so.. im so call "blind".. esp aft i took out my contacts.. yups.. so conclusion is.. i nvr go norrs.. lol.. leo was like.. " orh horx.. u are unfaithful to zy " when billy was asking mi to go watch movie... lol.. so dots lars.. mi and zy like break for so long liaos.. hahax.. somemore.. not as if i dun haf some one i like... lol..

tml start working le.. sobs.. gonna miss adidas, whole of 4e4 and definitely kk they all.. hahax..

video

a very nice song by DONG BANG SHIN KI!! woots~! i like the song, lyrics, and of cos the guys.. .they're cute!!! esp HERO!!

haix... troubles..

mm.. its onli one dae aft my exams.. and i'm feeling so troubled.. haix.. there's so much things happening around mi now.. im unsure of wat to do.. and how to act..

okaes.. first, im short of money.. lol.. becos of spending on grad nite.. but.. solution to this is.. aft tml.. i'll start working.. so.. money issue can be solve.. BUT!!!!!!!!! the pay is little.. and i haf to stand for hours.. there's another job that i could do.. again.. THERE'S PROBLEMS!!!!! the location of the other work place is at raffles.. GRRRRRR.. i dun mind travelling to raffles and work... i can get my pay, sit down and work, AND it's the company which called mi to interview when i did not apply for job... so its GOOD! the problem with mi not being able to go there and work lies on my MOTHER again.. haix.. she doesnt wants mi to work so faraway.. jus in case something happen to mi she can go and "resue" mi.. -_-"

next.. i feel guilty for not being able to comfort my junior.. well.. she's upset.. and all i could do was to see her cry.. haix... i wasnt even able to make her smile.. haix.. so useless..

thirdly.. i feel too controlled!!! sometimes i really feel so tired.. being controlled so much... even the place i want to work at is forbidded.. haix.. last time is the place i wanna study at.. now.. nvr study.. then is the place i work at.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

dang.. im so tired..

the last battle...

woots~! todae is the last paper for my o'levels.... hahax.. im sooooo damn glad... hahaax..okays.. im up early not onli to jus use the computer.. but also to mugg for my science MCQ... surely everyonne wil think im nuts.. fancy mi studying for MCQ... lol..

im doing that becos... im dead sure that my combine humanities... is a TOTAL FAILURE.. lol... but anyways.. wat is over is over.. no point cring over spilled milk.. hahahax..therefore.. onli with better science results.. then my L1R4 would be lower.. and i can get into the course i want in poly.. hahax..

okaes... i think i'll jus do a brief update.. hahax... cos too lonng nvr blog already.. ( cos com was down ).. hahax.. mm... i found my grad nite clothes and everything le.. hahaahx.. went out in betwwen the exams.. went to orchard, bugis, and some other shopping malls.. hahax.. mm.. then most of the time i think i went out with kk and pris bax.. sometimes kel and his gf also will join us.. hahax.. mm.. then... i think.. im still gonna go out this few daes.. then thurs will start working already.. hahaahx.. yay!! got money.. then can go out play.. lol.. but before i go play, i think my first salary mus settle alot of bills.. -_-"..

handphone bill was like.. HORRIBLE.. 91.60 bucks.. lol.. too much talking with joanne on the fone.. hhahax.. then.. tues going to cos way with anne also.. mm.. then take my hp earpiece to repair.. haahx..

Grad gonna be in the school hall.. on 23rd nov.. mm..kinda upset.. cos.. i wont get to see ADIDAS ( nickname by kk and pris for da guy who hasnt talk to mi for.. er.. 4 months..) again aft that bax... haix.. but nvm.. at least i can still depend on memories.. hahax..

kkaes.. gonna stop here.. mus study already.. update again soon...