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Monday, March 30, 2009

updates...

mm.. recently didnt do much yeah...

saturday went tomb sweeping at mid night.... reach home ard 730 am in the morning.. yawns.. was sooo tired.. hahas.. but still.. my sis. cousin and i went for breakfast at MAC. lols. aft breakfast, came back.. ook turns to bathe and slept at 10am.. lols.. omg.. so tired.. rest till 2, and went out to meet lihoon and hong at lot1... supposingly we're meeting at 230.. but then.. as usuall.... they are late again.. hais..

aft meeting up.. didnt walk ard.. but went to LJS to eat.. and soon after, may and zhen came over to find me.. we WENT FOR... PEDICURE AND MANICURE~~~ lols. =x spent so much money ehs... omg..

then buy so much stuffs.. ahhh, lols. pay so little spent so much.. lol. siao le.. mus be more thrifty this month~~

~ { 11:25 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, March 27, 2009

trying hard

im trying very hard to get used to life, trying very hard to keep up to ur pace. sometimes i feel i jus lagged behind by so much... my childish thinkings and wilfulness.haix.

different sorts of thinking and sometimes when ppl tend to get greedy and wan more.. things often turns ugly and not the way they wan it anymore.. life aint tt easy...

with more expectation, u'll might jus end up with so much more disappointment... i wouldnt say its wrong to expect... but wrong for me to expect so much from u. i should have known the limits.... although u'll often say time would prove alot of things... but, time would also let some1 get used to things they have nvr had. TIME is very useful tool but as well as a harmful tool.

will 2 persons from diff world be able to combine into 1 and adapt to each other's world.. it depends alot of the WILL and determination... giving commitment, putting in trust.... its takes alot for this to work out.

maybe the trust i gave is not enough. and i understand i cant expect anything from u now.

good nites.

~ { 9:32 AM }
reflections of you and me;


outings~

oooook. back to update... mm.

ytd went out in the afternn and so nice of me... to travel from cck to paya lebar to eat lunch with ALVIN lors.. lols.. =x.. hahas.. ate lunch and chatted... felt that some stuffs tt he said is quite true... but somethings are not as simple as we think.... sometimes.. things dun go the way we want it to be.. and thats LIFE.

mm.. aft lunch wen k box.. lols.. OMG... soooo "cui" lors.. totally.. cannot make it ahs. lols. aft tt, slacked at merlion park.. a beautiful place.. where will leave a very good memory.. lols. although there's alot of other memories. lols. but tt's totally a very nice place to be at. took some pics... but not gonna upload them cos they will definately look better with a more appropriate camera. =)

mm... today~~~ is a BIG DAY... haha.. NYNY first outing... but too mad nvr take any photos at all. lols.. went to AMK hub with JJ, serene, jianhui, zining, pris, yanru, yang and edwin. lols.. considering a not bad day out cos 1st time we all meet tgt as 1 big grp... but thenn becos of big grp.. also gt some trouble ba.. hahas.. watch movie cannot sit tgt... hahas.

lols... ate at S11.. hehe.. the western food. lols. so funny... orders for 9 pax. WOW. the ah ma.. really good wors.. haha.. 6 chix cutlet,1 pork chop and 1 fish and chips. good lehs.. hahas. food was good. and movie, was not bad lars.. quite funny lors. anyway.. we watched confession of a shopaholic.. lols..

mm.. aft tt everyone went home.. and now, im blogging..

thinking and thinking... somethings jus cant be changed. hais. bad habit. my eardrums are spoiling faster each day when im tired and listening to linkin park & paramore. LOLS.

~ { 8:00 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

New blogskin~

hoho. felt abit bored with nth to do.. instead of playing Facebook or Sushido, felt tt doing sth to my blog might be more meaningful. lols. so, chged my blog skin~ hahas.

anyways, i'm off today and tml from work.... lols. so0o boring ehs... lols. early in the morning hvn 930am the renovation work at my blk, lvl2 started. OMG~~~!!! can u imagine how loud the drilling is??!?!? i'm living at the 10th storey lors. LOLS. 8 storeys apart.... gosh.. its so torturing.. however, i managed to fall asleep again without breakfast. lols. and ard 12, i woke up.

hahs.. suddenly got the mood to bring my youngest sis out~ soo, brought her to lot1. and we ate NYNY.

OMGS~~~ she eat soooo much. =X we ordered a mushroom soup, cheese fries, sphag with chix fillet, mars bar and root beer float. lols. seriously, she ate 3/4 of the sphag, more fries than me... most of the ice creams and she still can eat CANDY FLOSS. lols. omg.

worst thing is.. jimmy was there lors.. OMG. and he come chit chat with me.. lols. my youngest sis still offered him candy floss. lols. saying" i share with you".. lols. jimmy still ask her why she wanna share candy floss with him. OMG. lols.

Aft tt, walked ard lot1, lols. bought her a pencil case, waterbottle, ezlink card stickers and brought her to arcade. lols. aft everything, brought my sis to the "professional hair studio" at the interchange to cut her hair. lols. and after everything, we came home~ lols. made it in time not to get drenched. hahas.

mm. aft tt, evening met my sweetheart for dinner, slacked, and went to meet my NYNY khakis for supper. lols. soo hungry today. eat so much. =x

lols.. okaes..im hungry again. hahas.

ROARS~ FOOD~!!

haha.. okaes. thats all folks.



i understand what u said, work hard! and jiayous~! =D

~ { 12:51 PM }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

erms.. updates lors

okaes.. recently been bugged by the flu bug.. =( ALVIN ni HAI wo. lols.. pass ur virus through ur blog to me.... LOLS=x kiddin..

so torturing.. hais.. at nite also cannot sleep well.. =(

been working lately.. cos its the HOLIDAY~ lols.. so no life lehs... everyday work work work... BORING~~~

lols.. ANNE is living sooooo near Me lately.. that's good man~~ hehe.. can see her easier and i can ask her send me all the songs. HOHO~

i dunnno what to update~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ so sians.. omg.


lols.. looking forward to our NYNY gang first OUTING~~~ hahas. yeah. =)

~ { 8:38 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, March 20, 2009

A new begining~

hoho... im back to update~ and like the title states, ITS A NEW BEGINNING~ hahas.

so for a start, lols.. i CUT my hair SHORT~ totally SHORT. lols.. i'm having my long hairs since secondary sch life and i have nvr cut my hair till SO SHORT~ lols.. i trim them often but nvr this SHORT~ hahahs.. so fun.

then.. comments for my hair cut:

NYNY STAFFS
Cherrie, Abbey & koki mama: okaes.. looks nice.
JJ, jianhui: ook lors.. new look but still looks like me.
Yang: nice.
Jaime, kevin, Jackie: WHY U GO CUT UR HAIR????? =x
Julius: i'm not used to seeing u like tt, u look like a new staff to me now.
Ralph: it's nice and u look like STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE. lols. =P

Others

Dad: nice.. and makes u look abit more chubby.
Elder sis: UGLY~~~
Zcong: lols. looks quite cute.

lols.. what i think about my new hairstyle is, lols.. looks nice, easy to take care of and i agree it makes me look more chubby~~ haha. CUTE MAHS. =x

Photos~~~


my new haircut~

strawberry shortcake.. lols.. look ALIKE MEHS?? lols.

me again~lols.

Recently, went to the IT show, very scary crowds. lols. and, met up with my DEAREST JOANNE~ hahas.. misses her so much.. yays~

FINALLY, our KBOX session.. hahas.. so long nvr go K with anne.. lols.. had fun that day~ hahas. and thanks Alvin for the wishing. =D hope u're feeling better now.

AS usual, anne and me, stood on the sofa and sing and jumping on the sofas.. lols =x.. totally jus in our OWN WORLD. lols..

Aft tt, had lunch and went down to meet Zcong. Passed him his stuffs and aft tt, we slack abit and chat abit while waiting for Qing xiong. hahas. went to Bakerzin. lols. nice.. the cake.
zcong's oreo cheese cake.

MY choco amer cake. lols. YUMS. not too sweet, JUS NICE~ =D

aft tt, ard 830pm, qingxiong came... so... went for dinner with him and aft tt, we chatted till 1040pm and made our way back... lols.. upon reaching cck, called JJ, cos they ask me go down NYNY and slack.. lols. reach le they still doing closing.. lols. SIAN. so wait again. hahas. mm.. then soon aft.. i go home. tired~

mm.. and on tues, sch result's out.. yeahs.. mine, as usual.. SUX. lols. BUT, im of cos gonna try to pull up my GPA. ITS TOO LOUSY~! >.<

lols.. SEE. MY RESULTS. CANNOT MAKE IT AHS~ lols. =x

okok.. enough of showing my lousy result later kena more scolding. hahas. =x




因为我太在意,因为爱你害怕失去你,因为想念你会忘记自己. 剩下太多来不及说, 该说的时候,早应该大声的说, 我爱你.

~ { 10:16 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, March 10, 2009

zzz

kkaes.. jus gonna update abit? mm.. but i might get naggy and crappy too. =X

anyways, recently alot of things happened... feel so tired.. and cried. lols. went back to sch for quite a few times during the holidays, cos met up with darling and kelly.. and to the fusion show of the seniors. my seniors works are great.. lols. standard soooo high.. omg. see le i think mine is rubbish.. hahas.

i'm gonna miss the seniors.

and few days ago.. i became single again. nothing to be proud of, cos i'm the person who wanted to be alone and freed from relationship. when the feelings in a relationship has gradually fade off, i rather break off and be friends.. when things turn ugly in the end when there's no more love in the relationship, the breakup hurts even more.. we cant even be frens anymore. he's the person i dun wanna hurt. hurt him too much that one time. felt guilty, and changed alot as well.. i understand he wont be able to accept it now.. but sorry again, im selfish.. i wan to be myself and alone.

theres alot of things which are complicated in this world.. im trying to escape... feeling too tired. seems so lost in my life. what will become of me in the end? haix.

~ { 7:23 AM }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, March 04, 2009

woooohoo~ holidays.

OKAES~ im finally back to updates.. lots of stuffs happened and i SERIOUSLY cannot rmb all.. lols.. not everything in sequence... lols.. i apologise for my bad memory and laziness to update everytime. HA~!


mm... sp4 ended quite smoothly i guess, presentation was fine... lols.. received more good comments than expected and less bad comments than expected.. sooo... its a good thing aint it? lols. on that last day of sp4.. i guess everyone in my grp is happy and glad.. lols.. although there's conflicts in between but im glad we all pulled through as a TEAM. not individuals. =) took lots of foto during the sp4 period.. will upload them asap.. as soon as i finish compiling them.. seriously.. there's alot.. and photoshop is laggy. lols. so pls pardon me.. hahas. i'll upload our poster designs 1st.


my poster design.

pauline's design~


met up with kiankok and pris on the presentation day. edwin came along too, cos i ask him to join for dinner.. hahas. mm..kelly and nat went to the exact same place as us lors.. PLAZA SING- mahattan fish.. lols. the food is quite nice lars.. but thennnnnn.. very salty lehs.. lols.

aft dinner, went home le lors... took same train with kk back.. lols.. then the 2 guys were happily chatting.. lols.. pris and her bf went "prawning" aft tt.. lols..

then... 1st day of holiday, which is.. 28th feb, met up with darling, sk and youchin. lols.. we met quite late and i left them at ard 6pm lols.. went bugis, cos darling say very long nvr go le.. so we all ended up there.. lols.. it was raining heavily, soo.. we also dunnoe where to go.. and therefore, we started off with eating at swensens.. ICECREAM. lols. yums.. as usual.. sticky chewy choc.. youchin was saying lots of lame jokes and stupid stuffs.. lols.. damn funny day.. lols..

and me and darling went piercing tgt~ hoho.. fun~~ although we only met for awhile, but still we had fun..

lols.. at 6pm went off to meet edwin and his bro for k box.. lols.. go there order shirley temple.. drink drink... then song a few songs.... lols.. didnt wanna sing at first cos damn paiseh.. lols.. nvr sing infront of them b4 except for edwin lars... that time went kbox tgt.. lols.. aft that went to eat dinner.. lol.. ate porridge.. lols.. and the porridge is DAMN BIG BOWL de lors.... so scary.. lols.. after dinner we went to meet their 2 other frens at the cathay for movies.. lols watched " MARLEY & ME " lols.. very funny show.. but also very meaningful.. hahas. nice.. mus watch~ !


mm.. then... er.. i forgot.. lols... alot of stuffs happen lars.. but also becos of the rain, alot of my trips were cancelled.. =( i wanna go shopping, and sentosa, or go biking~~~~ lols.. i wanna go out to the sun~ lols.. get TANNED~ hoho.


started work ytd.. wow.. alot of things have chged... some are quite big changes.. lols.. but i still can adapt lors.. lols.. business is not as good as b4, really damn bad.. hais.. last time work in bar will die.. now i think 1 person really enough le.. lols..


work speed shift ytd.. and during long break.. acc jianhui to get his fishes. lols.. out of sudden he say he wanna have pets.. lols.. very random lors.. hahas.. at the fish shop, we made a small bet.. lols.. and i lost. lols. therefore my forfeit was to get him the fighting fish.. lols.. okaes lars.. cheap cheap $6 only.. lols.. if he lost the bet he need to spent much more lehs.. LOLS~ NYNY hawaii teriyaki chix chop lehs... lols.. can buy 2 of the fighting fish liao lors.. lols.


lols.. aft at nite work on the floor. very slack ah.. like nth to do lors.. damn sian.. lols.. i still got time to go in bar and help jianhui.. lols.. suddenly he lost control of the bar.. hahas.. SUPER strawberry choc i/c nvr put strawberry puree.. lols.. heng the sundae can still be fixed.. lols..
" dun worry, mama will help u" LOLS. cooking mama's fav line.. =x...


lols.. okaes bax.. that for all.. gonna prepare for work.. =D

~ { 11:30 PM }
reflections of you and me;