nahx.. i've got a boring life.. it's been FIVE boring days for mi eversince the real holidays.. haix.. who ask mi to be so broke.. if im not as broke.. i wouldnt be at home rot now.. lol.. most probably outside partying.. lol..
tot of going to sentosa with pris they all.. lol.. but it seems that the weather sux.. lol.. nahx.. think this holidats i'm gonna jus mugged at home, mac or library.. well.. im stuck in between my tots.. haix.. miss chong doesnt wan mi to go back for band.. but then.. it seems that my life is quite boring without band... hahax.. there's like something missing? hahax.. but i dun wanna let miss ang get it from miss chong u noe.. its jus so unlucky!!
well well.. my coursework is a total disaster.. i am too slow... and im still slacking.. haix.. feeling quite moodless lately.. and the reason is still unknown to myself.. haix.. so stupid.. haix.. sometimes really feel like sitting at a corner and do nth.. jus with mp3 player blasting the music into my ears.. haix.. there's too much things to think and consider about.. haix...
anyway.. i think there's a change in my plan in going to NAFA.. my personal bassoon coach teaches music at NAFA.. and from wat i heard from him.. life there is totally BORING for art students.. it's quite slack.. and there's no CCA.. ARGH! no cca = no fun = BORING.. lol.. even the music students gets better benfits.. they get to play in the BAND.. woots.. which is good.. they can treat band as CCA.. haix.. now i cannot cont with playing bassoon.. unless i go and get 1.. which i nid to work for dunno how long before i can get that amount of money to buy.. haix.. things are not on the right path for mi.. First no more band and bassoon in HSS due to miss chong, secondly no more CCA in NAFA ( if i get in).. man.. these sux totally..
mm... my life sux totally these daes.. how i wish time can turn back.. haix.. everything in the past are much more fun and crazy.. think im drifting far far apart with the umpire ppl... nahx.. am i supposed to say im used to it again? haix.. from pri school till now.. things have always been the same.. well.. trying to look at the bright side is really difficult now.. so many problems suddenly.. maybe they are created by my worriies and thinking? haix
