yeah.. jus read the title.. im happy, sad and tired at the same time.. craziie..
1st.. happy becos i faired in sports day.. got 2 medal.. silver medal for 4X400 and bronze medal for 4X100.. another thing im happy about is my gorgor!! LOL.. he got stead le worrs.. lol.. so happy for him.. hahax.. he should be even happier now.. and not depress.. hahax.. *ps.. GORGOR.. when free mus bring dasao let mii see.. LOL.. =) and mus treat her nice nice.. hahax..
sad becos.. i also dunnoe.. jus feel very sad..maybe i no the reason lahx.. but dunnno how to say? lol.. craziie craziie gurl.. jus now suddenly cry... mm.. think becos i cant take it anymore? everytime is cant take sth then gt cry de... but that sth is wat.. i dun think is stress.. haix.. i dunnoe lahx.. jus tired.. tired of thinking, tired of trying, tired of letting go.. why should i always let go of things which are impt deep down my heart.. so tired.. im jus so tired.. everyday go to school must fake a smile.. so that ppl wont ask mi wat's wrong.. at home i jus try to keep my mouth shut as much as possible.. and spending most of my time with my mp3 and bed.. haix.. so tired of protecting myself.. maybe i should jus stop protecting and allow everyone to hurt mi so i can die faster.. and end the misery.. haix... donnoe lahx.. i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!
