mm.. its onli one dae aft my exams.. and i'm feeling so troubled.. haix.. there's so much things happening around mi now.. im unsure of wat to do.. and how to act..
okaes.. first, im short of money.. lol.. becos of spending on grad nite.. but.. solution to this is.. aft tml.. i'll start working.. so.. money issue can be solve.. BUT!!!!!!!!! the pay is little.. and i haf to stand for hours.. there's another job that i could do.. again.. THERE'S PROBLEMS!!!!! the location of the other work place is at raffles.. GRRRRRR.. i dun mind travelling to raffles and work... i can get my pay, sit down and work, AND it's the company which called mi to interview when i did not apply for job... so its GOOD! the problem with mi not being able to go there and work lies on my MOTHER again.. haix.. she doesnt wants mi to work so faraway.. jus in case something happen to mi she can go and "resue" mi.. -_-"
next.. i feel guilty for not being able to comfort my junior.. well.. she's upset.. and all i could do was to see her cry.. haix... i wasnt even able to make her smile.. haix.. so useless..
thirdly.. i feel too controlled!!! sometimes i really feel so tired.. being controlled so much... even the place i want to work at is forbidded.. haix.. last time is the place i wanna study at.. now.. nvr study.. then is the place i work at.. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
dang.. im so tired..
