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erms.. actually, i dunnoe what to type. im jus bored. and emo. lols.

so tired but yet cant get to slp due to homeworks and stuffs. argh. drank abit last nite, i was hoping to be able to slp better, but then who knows, im even more awake.. ZzZ. woke up at 330am to wake dear up, and to make sure he's awake i called again at 430am, which is the time i wake up. started to work on my homework, used alot of photoshop thingy and, they look, so unreal.. lols.. nvm.. i dun give a damn about it. im so tired. and thank goodness, i've no sch tml!

YAYS~ i love wednesdays for now. lols.

dear, went home and came back last nite, well, he kept complaining that he's tired, OF COS LARS~ go back play until dawn also dunno how to go home, of cos will tired lars.. zZz.. =X
oakes.. that's so random.

i LOVE random-ness. ehs. is there such a word in the first place? lols. nvm. im starting to be abit off track already. lols. tired. feel like skipping class. i dun feel like working.

and.. I NEED A DIGITAL CAMERA~~~~ ANY KIND SOUL HAS IT? AND IS WILLING TO LEND ME FOR A WEEK??? =(

so near yet so far.

haix.. im so tired, it's sunday and yet im at home rotting. mm. rotting at home cos i've got a mountain of work to do. projects Projects PROJECTS and still PROJECTS~!
so damn boring, im starting to hate myself for being such a stupid person, choosing arts again is actually making myself being stressed. hais. becos i always have high expectation on my art. zZz.

now everything im doing is some how or rather related to the arts. mm.. i really miss sec sch times ppl and teachers in sch. those were such fun times although things were stressful at times, but i still manage to pull through and come to now, poly. hais. but i'm not sure if i can juggle things well now. cos i've so much to do. in sec sch there's no prob for me to juggle studies and CCA.. but now, it's hard. there's so much going on around. im so tired. i wanna take a break from everything. studies, work, cca, friends, family. OMG. im not a super woman. IM NOT~!

starting of sem2, and everything feels so NOT RIGHT. i dun like the feeling, i hope i can pull through everything, and everything gets back to normal. hais. it's been 4 mths. whether it's consider short / long? but there's not enough consideration and understanding between us. i hope things work out. im tired already, i've put in enough effort. but it takes 2 hands to clap, so, i guess, there's more to go? hais. im so missing him. =(

hais. gonna get back to my work. assignments are piling up. i have to work fast and make sure everything gets done nicely. i wanna get good grades.esp for 3D. i have to catch up.

MAYA~~~~~~~~~~~argh..

so depressed..=(

hais... wth. when i wanna do my work, then the stupid lappy spoil. WTH~~~~~~~~! so pissed off.. mmm.. gonna go and get it repair on monday.

hais.. sch start lers.. jus first week. and we've got assignments.. piangs, soo stress. hais. tml going dinner. lols. i so poor these days.. im spending like tonnes on my course, hmwk, assignments and projects. ZzZ, MONEY NOT ENOUGH AHS!~~

how i wish money can drop from the sky, hais, heard from leroy nxt yr mus spent more lehs..~ ESP IF IM GOING TO ANIMATION TRACK. zZz. im so going to chiong work lars..

MONEY MONEy MONEY~ i NEED MONEY~

omg...

hais. im back. sorry guys. im like updating lesser and lesser.. cos im busy.. really very busy.

i see my nxt sem timetable i even more stress.. becos~~~~ im lesson ends at 9PM.. thats sooooo scary lars..mus go bang wall already.. like that i mus change my schedule again~! ahhhh...

im working.. thats all i can say.. really nth to update about..