CNY~

yays, cny is coming, omg, longed for a break. hahas.

have been working this 2 days, tired as usual, but went out to town ytd, went with my cousin and sis. bought a dress. black dress. not very appropriate for cny, but i realy like that dress. omg. and it cost me 53bucks. oops. jus scolded XL for buying expensive clothes and i did it myself. =X hahas.

btw, im so in love with tis song. " cry on my shoulder" . a song i took from XL. omg, so nice. hahas. mm. and valentine's is coming~~~~~ yays. omg. i miss those happy valentine. haha. i mean, i've gt those very touching valentine. really. and those memories are really nice ans sweet for me. hahas. i still have what i got for my first valentine. mummy say i'm too old for it, what wo cares? i keeping it. its been an impt part of my life. memories of those days caan keep me smiling to myself all day. haha. mm.

maybe its really impossible to be tgt again, but i do miss him, felt lost without him BEFORE. but i mean, i shld look towards the future right? i dun wan to be a bother. hahas. anyways, what's mine will always be. even if i let it go now, he;ll come back if his really fated to be mine. =))

read my friend's blog. and while reading, i felt sad. i had tat kind of feeling before too. i understand totally how it feels like to lose someone u really put ur heart into and love.well. but then CHEER UP, life's goes on. thats all i can say. hope to see u happy always~ =))

words of golden.

wow. im crazy to be awake at this hour? hahas. ITS NORMAL FOR DMD STUDENTS.

thanks to my alarm clock for waking me up at 2am. wq calling at 230am, and sy at 3am. lols. thanks for waking me. or else i'll be slacking so much.

well. felt sudden emo-ness ytd and didnt managed to do any animation. gonna do it later during break, hope i can do as much as possible. now gonna get inspiration to do typo and study maya. got major test later. -__-Zz.

anyway, here are some golden words from wq. it's really meaningful, and wakes me up, made me feel that i'm not alone in this world, or my world. i still have them. =))

It's easy to slack, It's easy to say :" I'm tired I'm tired ", We ALL are. But what you DO about it changes everything, Sacrifices are needed in order to achieve greater things, To be good in our field, unfortunately, we must sacrifice more than others, But we will reap the rewards in the future, Remember, you're not alone in this war.

im really glad that i have this kind of frens around me, esp wq, sy and xl. they gave me encouragements and keep on reminding not to slack, haha, feels abit like in sec sch when i had kian kok, pris, and JOANNE~ hahas.

THANKS GUYS~ MUACKKS LOVE YOU GUYS~~

updates.

together. haha.i mean. nth wrong with it right? lols. hvn done this kind of thing for a long time. so it's good, haha. and erms. ytd lesson was okaes lors. only have drawing. no lect. wow. so slack. but then i woke up early jus to do my digi. haha. the redo version of assignment. gonna post it later.

mm. then today, i was supposed to meet xl to sch early to do some animation. lols. but i woke up late. cos iwas really very very tired. hahas. but i reached at 11am. mm. aft that didnt ahd lunch cos we were busy mounting our work. and at 12nn, we had class. lol. class was test on photoshop and illustrator. omg. and i sux at both. haha. and i didnt bring wacom pen. ZzZ. forgotten bout the test till they told me. haha. mm.. then aft school. rush back and saw alvin when waiting for bus. lols. so came back with him, he conned me to his house and made me wait for him. dots. i complained to "mummy" and hahas. alvin kena scolding. haha. slack at alvin's house for awhile and then i cont with my journey to hong's shop.

reached hong's shop, told him to quickly prepare, cos i scare dear might come down anytime. gotta get the cake done b4 he come. haha, bought strawberry and made the cake. mm. shld be consider nice for 1st attempt? hahas. will load the pics too.

anyway, dear like it alot, so i'm happy too. hvn done such things for a long time. mm. maybe a few yrs. if im not wrong, 2yrs? eversince i lost that someone i hvn tot of doing such things for A SINGLE guy, till i met dear. lols. this is why i say he is different. lols. mm. spent quite alot on him. lols. ate swensens on sun to celeb his bdae. and it's my treat. lols. bought him a wallet, but didnt managed to take pic of it, bake the cake, and folded him hearts, stars and cranes. lols.

DEAR WAS TOUCHED~ lols. =))

well i think thats for all. hahas. nites.

my digi assignment1.

last fri, wan ying and sy snatching hair clip. lols.

sy demands to have the clip.lols.

ice cream day~ mama, xl and me. photographer-- mj

mama and xl.

xl and me.

yummy~

my process of making the cake.

this weird shape thing is my cake with fresh cream. i put the cream myself hor~

chocolate filling~

design of the cake.

tadah~ final outcome of the cake.

lols.hong did one too while teaching me. hahas. did one for ly. lols. nice.

hong's cake.

naggy thing.

well. it's been 4 yrs. lols.this date has always been in my mind. even though things are different now. 4 yrs ago this date was so impt to me. it's still impt, but in a different way.we parted and left on our own. walked the new road and had a new life. but i still miss the good old times. and if u're reading it. THANK YOU for the time and precious memories u've given. =)) i really appreciated it.

okaes. new post. choiyin has seen my pics and approved one. great. i need to work soon. so aft blogging im going to work on it. lols. anyway. i jus came back home from working. really tired and hungry. my mood was so good today becos it's the 20th. but thanks to a damn bloody couple in their 30s or 40s. my good mood was ruined~! grrr.was already unhappy to be not able to come home on time. supposed to work till 130pm only. but due to the stupid queues, i gotta work till 230pm. and becos i stayed. i met this stupid couple. this is what happen.

the wife came to me and paid at my counter. her total was 50 plus i think. then i gave her 3 stamps. becos she uses nets, there's no change. she left. and she came back again. she said i didnt give her the stamps. i said to her nicely " auntie i'm very sure i've given u the stamps. i clearly rmb that i passed to u the stamps and ur card. u can check ur reciept. i chopped "redeemed". "

aunty: dont have lehs. u nvr give me. see, (she showed me that she frantically looks for the stamps). really dun have. can give me agian anot.?

me: (abit pissed off tone) cannot. we record the no of stamps we issued. i cannot give it to u.

then here comes her husband.

uncle: what happen?
aunty: nth la nth la, she nvr give me the stamps, cannot find lehs. then i ask her give agian she say cannot lors.

uncle: (angry look) why? why u nvr give her the stamps? where's ur manager? ask ur manager out.

me: (very angrily) i gave her the stamps already. but she ask for it again, we record the no. of stamps we issued, so i cannot.

uncle: don need to say anymore, ask ur manager out.

lihoon: what happen.

me: ( very angry, wanna erupt already) NTH, ASK CYNTHIA COME OUT.

SOON, cynthia came. and asked. " u going home le huh"

me: ya, and this UNCLE looking for u.

and he started to complain.

seriously WHATEVA LARS. complain all u want.. i'm not at fault. u dare u go complain to HQ better. TMD. really ruin my mood lars.

later in the office. boss came to me and told me its not my fault. so nvm, but nxt time when give the stamps, tell the customers the no. of stamps they're entitled to. so i said ok.

and the truth is.

THAT AUNTY IS A FUCKING LIAR LARS.

idiotic. she herself gave her stamps to those "stamp-beggers auntie" and say i nvr give her. WHAT THE FUCK. i feel so ashamed lars. as a singaporean, such dishonest act she also dare to do. and she herself dun feel ashame when her husband wanted to prove that i'm wrong. OMG. such a thick face aunty. better dun let me see u again man. DISGRACE~!

omg. and her husband is another idiot. how dare he say cynthia nvr teach me properly. who is he to say tat to cynthia? huhs.? walaos. thank god i didnt hear him say it to cynthia, or else he'll be so goner man. i feel so worked up aft hearing it.and i feel like telling him " speak for yourself, if my manger dint teach me properly, then ur mother didnt teach u properly also~! plus, u better teach ur wife first b4 u scold the others lors. ur wife is such a disgrace to singaporeans. this kind of liar, wanna act generous, give her own stamps to others already then come and say the cashier didnt give. despicable lars.'' . ARGH. so pissed lors. so ruined lar my day. hais.

kkaes. mus finish my lunch and start working on digi.so tired.

omg.

omg omg omg omg omg. i hate the sch's webbie. damm slow one lars, and the emailing system is really BAD. so lousy, i think its time to upgrade.

it's really a waste of my time and miss choi yin time to get the attachments done 1 by 1 lars. kill me. i've got no patience. AND DAMM. i am a lazy ass. my sigi redo wil sux big time. why? cos i hvn do anything yet. and tml i am totally not free. gotta work and celeb dear's bdae. OMG.

anyway, i'm having so much workload lately that i've forgotten about my frens bdae. sorry guys. i really totally forgot ida's bdae. i feel so damn bad. and fume's too. oops. i'm really sorry. i even forgot my own sister's bdae ok.

hais. my hand hurts. i dunno why, but its feel like its dislocated and it hurts. my veins and everything. it feels bitter inside. and i am so unable to move my fingers freely. ARGHHHHHH~!

feeling very broke. really. very very broke. left with a few buck only. and i hvn buy new yr clothes lehs. hais.

OHYA. JOANNE ANG YEE NING~ when u wanna meet me sia. lols. why dun wanna go back hss? WHY?!?!?!?! i misss there lehs~! lols. i don care. mus really meet up soon. u know u are my " xin li yi sheng" lols. cannot dun meet one. later i become cazy mus be admitted to hougang chalet how????

lols. okaes. enough of complaining.

school.

well. wish me luck for today's test. illustrator. WTF.

hais. and i heard its considered as an assignment. man, so "cool" huh,so unable to study for this test lars. hais. feeling so depressed. =((

my schedule for the week:

tuesday.
8am-3pm -- school.
aft 3pm go home sleep. chiong whateva i am left to chiong with.

wednesday.
no lessons.
going to sch as usual to accompany alvin.
aft going to sch, either be at home or outside with alvin and LY.

thurs.
lessons ends straight at 9pm. -_-Zz.

Friday.
aft lesson ends at 12pm, see if animation work load is alot. if alot, stay in sch and do till night, and meet anne for dinner.

saturday.
WORK. go malaysia?

sunday.
WORK. go out with dear to eat dinner and celeb his bdae early.


hais. i so busy~~~~ how ahs??? i seriously need more time to work on things. hais. and i need MONEY. i need to SAVE for JAPAN.

hais. NO MONEY AHS~~~!

what can i say.

blogger is screwed again. the shortcut keys can be used, no copying and pasting in the template. WTF. hais. i so tiredd.

1. drawing sketches.


2. STOART assign2


3. STOART assign3


4. DIGI assign1


5. DIGI assign2


6. TYPO assign2


7. ANIFUN assign3/4

FCUKED up~! ahhhs. really really very tired. need to work too. hais. nxt wk dear's bdae. think gonna be hard to celeb with him. and i hvn prepare his present~! =x

these few days of working on assignments really tires me out, i feel like an alien. hais. seriously, i am so disconnected from the world since i got into this course. haven seen my sec sch friends for ages, other than joanne, i think i haven met the rest. hais. i really miss sec school. hais. but i still love my sch now. although i feel very tire of my life, but friends encouragement still make me pull through. special thanks to a few~ ESP WEIQIANG~ =))

my typo work. lols.

well. and good luck to me. the freakkin digi teacher is trying to torture us. for those whose assignment1 and2 didnt get A, MUST REDO UNTIL WE GET AN ''A''.

hais.wtf. some say its good cos we have a chance to redo and get better grade. but some will be damn pissed. like me.

hais. helpppp.

assignments'

ROARS~ im so tired. sleepy. =(

but thank god my 3d is done. but~~~~~~~~~ ITS DAMN SIMPLE. i so scared of getting rejected. hais. hello kitty, pls bless me.

now gonna chiong my typography and the damn animation~ GOD~ so tired. but i'll be able to rest well tml~ i hope tml comes fast. hahas.

oh ya. ITS OPEN HOUSE~! =))

damnx.

fcuk. i'm such an ass. hate myself. feeling so tired. so tired of my damn life. hais.



the sian gurl doing work.

working hard.

sleeping soon.ZzZsuddenly, she's awake. feel like biting someone.