yays, cny is coming, omg, longed for a break. hahas.
have been working this 2 days, tired as usual, but went out to town ytd, went with my cousin and sis. bought a dress. black dress. not very appropriate for cny, but i realy like that dress. omg. and it cost me 53bucks. oops. jus scolded XL for buying expensive clothes and i did it myself. =X hahas.
btw, im so in love with tis song. " cry on my shoulder" . a song i took from XL. omg, so nice. hahas. mm. and valentine's is coming~~~~~ yays. omg. i miss those happy valentine. haha. i mean, i've gt those very touching valentine. really. and those memories are really nice ans sweet for me. hahas. i still have what i got for my first valentine. mummy say i'm too old for it, what wo cares? i keeping it. its been an impt part of my life. memories of those days caan keep me smiling to myself all day. haha. mm.
maybe its really impossible to be tgt again, but i do miss him, felt lost without him BEFORE. but i mean, i shld look towards the future right? i dun wan to be a bother. hahas. anyways, what's mine will always be. even if i let it go now, he;ll come back if his really fated to be mine. =))
read my friend's blog. and while reading, i felt sad. i had tat kind of feeling before too. i understand totally how it feels like to lose someone u really put ur heart into and love.well. but then CHEER UP, life's goes on. thats all i can say. hope to see u happy always~ =))
