Friday, August 29, 2008

WOAHHHH~ finally holidays~!

im typing these for the 2nd time. FCUK~! hate blogger lars. always like that. spoil my mood.

finally everything is over~~~ yeahs. no more sleepless nites. hahas.

went out to have fun already. and today is my darling's bdae~! load of pictures. mm i'll let the pics speak. tired to typing liaos. type so much jus now and all gone. Zz

Pictures~!

my new shoe~! top view. bought it ytd when i was wearing heelfront view.

today's camwhoring begins here:

emoing

still emoing

and still emoing. lols. im jus too bored waiting for them to finish presenting~!

monkey~!

this is me~!

me again

the super zi lian girl.

iced coffee~

me and ying. i took this while we are walking. lols. (blur)

me and ying darling.

me and XL darling~! birthday girl.

ying: what u wan?! go away.
lin: huh??
lin and ying.me and shiyi

lols. giving my darling a bdae kiss. ying was supposed to do that too. but she ps. lols.

DARLINGS~ the 4 seniors.

sleeping shikai. lols.

grp foto.

us, with out shikai. ( he camera man)

bdae girl with our DIY cake.

5 long john silver's choc pie and 1 fries with chili as candle.

making a wish.

"blowing the candles". LOLS

oks.. tats all. im tired. going to sleep le. tml working. FULL SHIFT AHS~! sians.

~ { 10:08 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Sunday, August 17, 2008

back for updates

YESS~ im back to update. lols

finally done the 3d animation and handed up, but for 3d modelling im giving up. so dead lars. hais.

im supposed to be in sch now doin my sp, but hell no, im at home blogging. cos i OVER SLEPT.
lols. daniel called and ask me to tell ms grace that he'll be late, HAHA. but, im even worse. still cuddled in my comfy bed. sleeping. lols.

friday, was a nice day. hahas. i wasnt feeling very bad. and i got a box of free POCKY~! hehe. given by senior pc. YAYS. went out with my NYNYdarling, we went shopping at far east. hahas. bought the same belt. cos we're soooooo in love with the belt. i saw it first. cos the design is really WOW~! Love at 1st sight for me. hahahs. then stella darling wanted to buy too, so, we've got the same belt. hahas.

going out again soon. yays~! and YES~! im meeting my anne darling soon too~! HAHAS~! SOOOOOOO HAPPY and EXCITED~! cant wait to gossip with my darlings. hahas.

Pictures~!

my belt buckle~! NICEEE~!

me and my stupid face.

Stella darling and me. she wear till so nice, and i so BUANG~!

saw u for 2 subsequent days, felt emo aft seeing u. i didnt now how to react, but somehow, i managed to say "hi".

~ { 9:42 PM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

siao siao siao.

LOLS. im still up and blogging. crazy man.

i should be doing my fucking 3d modelling, but u know what? i gt no motivation to do sia.. and in this lonely night, lols. i'm missing some one i shldnt. WTH?? whatts wrong with me man.

although it was a short period of 1 and 1/2 mths (the other 2 wks were like crap). i still miss those times. mm. although i knew it long ago that there was others stuff going on. emo emo emo.

SELF INDULGENCE IN EMONESS IS NOT HEALTHY~!

lols. but im stil emoing lars.. whateva. too much happening at a time.

tiredddddd.. was listening to songs while doing the modelling when this song attracted my attention. " do i have to cry for u" by nick carter ( i think ). lols. the title is correct, but sang by who i not very sure.. very old song le. nice song~! hahas

did alot of thinking lately.. lols. loads of relationships things (nt only BGR).. and i wondered..

BGR stuff.

have i hurt any guys very deeply before?
was i really their love once? or i've always been a substitute.?
the reasons for breakups.
how many of my ex(s) did i really loved?

family stuff.

am i really that busy till i cant afford time for my family?
why am i so different at home and outside??

friends stuff.

am i a gd fren? or jus hi and bye?
am i spending enough time with frens?

so many stuffs to do and i am pondering over such stuffs?? =X

omg.. am i brainwashed in my course that im not supposed to think of anything except for my course and work given in my course?? ARGHHHHH. i really dunnoe.

got the sudden urge to drop sch. and go for hols and rest. hahas. siao already. really. SIAO KIA~! SIAO CHAR BOR~! =x

~ { 3:01 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

hais

hais.. emo sia.. why so many of my relatives suddenly admit to the hospital? hais..

1 from my dad's side has jus passed away, and now, my big uncle from mom's side. WTH???

previously, my dad was also admitted to the hospital. hais.. but i thank god he is fine now.

i hope my uncle will be fine. i dun wanna attend anymore funerals. looking at their family memebers cry, feeling sad. i dun wan. the last time i cried becos of someone's death was like 4 yrs ago, when my great grandma passed away. its really torturing for me.

seriously, im VERY VERY STRESSED now, if things goes worse for me somemore, i might jus go insane and give up on my studies. hais.

so tired.

~ { 8:00 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

updates

You are the Sense of Touch

You are a highly sensitive and easily moved person.
You love to get as close to other people as possible.
Human connection is very important to you.

You are also likely to be an animal lover who loves animals as much as humans.
In fact, you like almost anything soft!
You have expensive taste in clothes and furniture. It's all about the fabric.

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Your EQ is 127

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well.

Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well.

You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed.

You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

ehss,, how much is a normal person's EQ?lols. lower better or higher?? lols

Your Heart is Feeling Indifference

Your heart is pretty much on hiatus right now.

You're not particularly interested in love, and you're cultivating a sort of romantic apathy.

Whether you've been burned badly or you're just burned out, your heart is cold to passion.

Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: A bit of cold heartedness

Your current outlook on love: Detached and stoic - you try to analyze love from a logical perspective

Your love life will improve if you: Open up a little. Stepping back can help you find peace with your emotions, but it can also make you repress them.

Watch out for: Too much cynicism. Indifference can lead you down a dark path.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.

You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.

An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.

Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are A Little Scared of Commitment

You're open to getting serious with someone... though you can't entirely imagine it.

Maybe you haven't met the right person. Maybe you haven't gotten to the right point in your life.

Your reaction to commitment is very normal - especially if you're young or have been burned before.

Give it time. You'll probably be ready for a serious relationship sooner than you think.

Are You Afraid of Commitment?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.

Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.

Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.

Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life.

What Do Your Hands Say About You?

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You have cold feet when it comes to love. You have a lot of uncertainty until you convince yourself to dive right in.

You are deeply passionate about several things in your life. You're not passionate about much... and the few passions you have are truly obsessions.

Your sense of humor is very physical. Your facial expressions or spot on imitations of people are hilarious.

The Beach Test

Your Independence Level: Medium

In some aspects of your life, you can be very self reliant.

Making your own informed choices feels great.

But you aren't as independent as you could be.

When things get stressful, you sometimes run away from the hard decisions you need to make.

How Independent Are You?

What the House Test Says About You

You are happy with who you are, and you don't have an inflated sense of self importance. You do your own thing quietly. You don't take up a lot of space.

You are a fairly community oriented person. You like to get to know your neighbors, but you also like your privacy. You get attached to neighborhoods and cities.

You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you.

You look attractive, but mostly because your rely on your natural good looks to get by.

You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

The House Test

hahahas. i finish updating~ hahas. lols. im bored.. dunnoe what to update and dun feel like doing work. hahas

~ { 5:58 AM }
reflections of you and me;

Saturday, August 02, 2008

hoho.. ICECREAM

YES, I FINALLY GOT TO EAT MY ICECREAM~

haha.. had been craving for icecream since last wk, and was making a nuisance of myself in front of my darlings that i wan icecream. hahas.

hahas. FINALLY I WENT TO EAT ICE-CREAM~!!! hahas. okaes. took some pics. but then not pics of the ice cream lols. went down to CWP swensens. hahas. XL was LATE~! hahas. met shiyi aft work first as we both stay in cck, then proceed to swensens.

lols. queued for quite awhile, and finally got a seat~ haha. at first didnt know that WY was coming too, cos xl didnt tell me. hahas. so both me and shiyi ordered our food. we're damn hungry. hahas. but in the end mine didnt turn out to be as good. hahas. but ICE CREAM WAS GOOD~!

hahas. aft dinner, we went strolling ard till the shops are all closing, we found a spot in cwp and sat down. lols. and we started to take photos~ lols. YAYS.

photo time!