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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
siao siao siao.

LOLS. im still up and blogging. crazy man.

i should be doing my fucking 3d modelling, but u know what? i gt no motivation to do sia.. and in this lonely night, lols. i'm missing some one i shldnt. WTH?? whatts wrong with me man.

although it was a short period of 1 and 1/2 mths (the other 2 wks were like crap). i still miss those times. mm. although i knew it long ago that there was others stuff going on. emo emo emo.

SELF INDULGENCE IN EMONESS IS NOT HEALTHY~!

lols. but im stil emoing lars.. whateva. too much happening at a time.

tiredddddd.. was listening to songs while doing the modelling when this song attracted my attention. " do i have to cry for u" by nick carter ( i think ). lols. the title is correct, but sang by who i not very sure.. very old song le. nice song~! hahas

did alot of thinking lately.. lols. loads of relationships things (nt only BGR).. and i wondered..

BGR stuff.

  1. have i hurt any guys very deeply before?
  2. was i really their love once? or i've always been a substitute.?
  3. the reasons for breakups.
  4. how many of my ex(s) did i really loved?

family stuff.

  1. am i really that busy till i cant afford time for my family?
  2. why am i so different at home and outside??

friends stuff.

  1. am i a gd fren? or jus hi and bye?
  2. am i spending enough time with frens?

so many stuffs to do and i am pondering over such stuffs?? =X

omg.. am i brainwashed in my course that im not supposed to think of anything except for my course and work given in my course?? ARGHHHHH. i really dunnoe.

got the sudden urge to drop sch. and go for hols and rest. hahas. siao already. really. SIAO KIA~! SIAO CHAR BOR~! =x


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