kkaes.. jus gonna update abit? mm.. but i might get naggy and crappy too. =X
anyways, recently alot of things happened... feel so tired.. and cried. lols. went back to sch for quite a few times during the holidays, cos met up with darling and kelly.. and to the fusion show of the seniors. my seniors works are great.. lols. standard soooo high.. omg. see le i think mine is rubbish.. hahas.
i'm gonna miss the seniors.
and few days ago.. i became single again. nothing to be proud of, cos i'm the person who wanted to be alone and freed from relationship.
when the feelings in a relationship has gradually fade off, i rather break off and be friends.. when things turn ugly in the end when there's no more love in the relationship, the breakup hurts even more.. we cant even be frens anymore. he's the person i dun wanna hurt. hurt him too much that one time. felt guilty, and changed alot as well.. i understand he wont be able to accept it now.. but sorry again, im selfish.. i wan to be myself and alone. theres alot of things which are complicated in this world.. im trying to escape... feeling too tired. seems so lost in my life. what will become of me in the end? haix.